“The loneliness of living is worse than the fear of death” Annie Lennox

Ok Spencer, you’ve made your decision now stick to it….

Slowly Spencer’s eyes focused once again on Ashley’s moist and inviting lips, which were all the incentive she needed. She gradually closed the distance between them, inching closer with each breath…. that was of course until she felt Ashley’s hand snake around the back of her neck and pull her in faster….

I didn’t even notice her hand slipping out of my grip; I just get so lost looking into her eyes….

Their lips met, it was slow and sensual, soft and intense. Spencer felt Ashley’s tongue gently caressing her lower lip, asking for entry and she gladly granted it.  It wasn’t long until the kiss was lost in the passion they both felt for each other, it became more heated and desperate. They needed to be closer to each other, to feel each other and that was when Spencer broke the kiss. She looked at Ashley with complete and utter fear in her eyes before quickly getting up and running off leaving Ashley stunned and breathless.

Ummm wow, that kiss was amazing, it was perfect and then it just ended, what the fuck happened!? What did I do, how did I mess things up this time?! Ok think, everything was going really well…. scratch that, amazingly well…. and then she just runs…. Oh fuck I should be running after her not sitting on my ass thinking!!

Ashley quickly dragged herself up and chased after Spencer, she didn’t have far to go as she soon found Spencer hugging her knees and swaying slightly back and forth, tears glistening off her cheeks and in her eyes. It was at that moment that Ashley realised the depths to which her feelings had grown for the beautiful blonde before her. She sat down beside Spencer and gently placed an arm around her, trying to comfort her and apologise all at the same time. Although she had done nothing wrong and Spencer had made the first move, Ashley couldn’t help but feel as though it was her fault the blonde was hurting.

“I’m sorry Spence, I didn’t mean to freak you out or anything…. Is there anything I can do?”