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    Lasting Impressions – (Chapter: Five- Torn At The Seams)

    Story written on June 18, 2007 by GirlTrash.
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    “I’m all torn at the seams, just like you said I’d be. If this is love then I don’t want a part of it.”

    The silence filling her car was deafening as she embarked on her drive home, knowing Lily would be in bed asleep when she arrived. “Shit.” She muttered aloud. It was a rarity for her to curse, and she really only did it when she could think of nothing else to say. This was not good at all. If Ashley managed to work herself into Spencer’s mind again, she knew it would be damn near impossible to push her out.
     

    Why? Why did she have to have that effect on her? It was so frustrating to not be able to focus on anything else, to have her mind completely preoccupied. It was like love but worse, more intense, but not necessarily in a good way. Not to say it was a bad feeling, it was just scary as hell.
     

    “Okay Spencer, you need to get out of your own head.” She coached herself, assuming her professional tone as she decided to perform some self-therapy. “And RELAX. Breath for god sake.” With that she paused, taking in a deep breath before exhaling. It had a minor soothing effect, but it was only temporary. The car was still deadly silent. “Alright, maybe a little music.”
     

    With that she switched on her car’s audio system, finding a CD was already in and in the midst of a song when she had last turned it off.
     

    I just can’t handle this, I’m just so scared of it.
    A challenge fit for a man when I’m just a kid.
    I’m all torn at the seams, just like you said I’d be-
    If this is love, then I don’t want a part of it.

    “For chrissake!” Spencer exclaimed, throwing up her hands and turning off the audio system, the song, “Carry On” by Bayside dying down along with it. She just couldn’t win tonight. Deciding what she really needed was sleep she accelerated, speeding the rest of the way home and breathing an extraordinary sigh of relief as she pulled into her driveway.
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    5. “When your own brain is mad at you, who else do you have to turn to?” – I loved that line. What can I say but, phenomenal writing, vivid characters, creative plot…all the marks of a successful story – you have a gift…thanks for sharing it with us. PMS

    6. “When your own brain is mad at you, who else do you have to turn to?” – I loved that line. What can I say but, phenomenal writing, vivid characters, creative plot…all the marks of a successful story – you have a gift…thanks for sharing it with us. PMS

    7. wow…that was so heartbreaking at the end…Little does Ashley know that Spencer is thinking about her more than her own girlfriend…won’t be too long now until the get together….loved it…can’t wait to read more…pms

    8. wow…that was so heartbreaking at the end…Little does Ashley know that Spencer is thinking about her more than her own girlfriend…won’t be too long now until the get together….loved it…can’t wait to read more…pms

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