To find yourself, think for yourself – (Socrates)….

Ashley and Spencer were in the car and off back to the hell that was going to be the rest of their day. Ashley simply refused to loose physical contact with Spencer, hoping against hope that somehow she was giving the blonde some strength…. If she could, she would give Spencer all the strength she had in her body. The brunette couldn’t express the thoughts and emotions going through her at this moment, all she could do was hold on to this girl that was slowly but surely making her was into her heart. They were both consumed by their own private thoughts, lost in memories and drowned by new revelations….

Ashley:

I think that after this, it’s fair to say that I have not met anyone like Spencer…. She looks so angelic, like nothing has tainted her beauty or scarred her soul, but the past couple of years have been so tragic for her that I can’t contemplate how she hasn’t broken in two. I just really hope that I don’t see that asshole Aiden or whatever his name is, I think I’m liable to beat him to death!! I mean how could anyone not see that Spencer is perfect, just the way she is?! All I know is that I have to get my fucking hormones under control, just holding her hand is driving me crazy, I want her so much…. But she need’s a friend, not a fuck buddy and I’m not going to fuck this up…. I care about her too much, simple as that!

Spencer:

Oh my god, oh my god…. OH MY GOD!! Ok Spencer, breathe…. Just breathe, you can do this, he can’t do anything more to hurt you if you don’t let him! It’s just…. I mean…. I…. well…. Just shut-up, god why do I have to talk to myself?? It’s crazy, I’m crazy!! Thank god Ashley’s here, I don’t think I’d have the courage to go back if she wasn’t by my side. I don’t know how I could ever thank her I mean she’s just amazing! Seeing him brought back so many memories, one’s that I thought I had buried and that I have tried so hard to forget. The bruises and broken bones, constant trips to the hospital and limitless excuses. My mother telling me it was all my fault…. the image seared into my brain of my mother, fucking my boyfriend!!