I had a hard time sleeping.  I tossed and turned as my mind went crazy about what to do.  I was being presented an amazing opportunity.  Getting back with my high school sweetheart, the girl who made me so happy.  Then there’s Lindsay.  It was an amazing relationship at first.  I really was in love with her and I still love her but the more I think of Spencer, the more irritated I get by Lindsay.  She really is a sweet girl and she loves me with all of her heart.  Spencer says I need to do what makes me happy, and in this situation, I don’t know if I could be happy with Spencer knowing I broke Lindsay’s heart.  Then again, I’m just flat out not happy with Lindsay.  I don’t know what to do and my mind’s a mess.  I know that if I stayed with Lindsay we’d end up married.  She’s a sure thing.  But Spencer…well our relationship never settled down enough to know exactly where it would go.  I did know one thing.  If I were to break up with Lindsay, I had to do it before things went any further with Spencer.  I had held back tonight using all the power in my body, but I don’t know if I could keep it up.  I decided to call Lindsay.  Maybe that would help sway my heart to her direction and bring me to my senses.

Ring.

Ring.

“Uhh hello???”  It was a guys voice.

“Where’s Lindsay”

“Hahaha last I saw was going into the bedroom with Kinzie.”

“Who’s Kinzie?”

“Her girlfriend from high school.  Who’s this?”

“Her girlfriend.”

“Oh, shit.  I’m sorry.”

“Why do you have her cell phone?”

“She was pretty drunk and thought she was going to lose it so she gave it to me.”

“Why don’t you let her know she should call her girlfriend in the morning.”

“Will do.”

“Thanks, bye.”

I laughed to myself.  So it seems Lindsay has her own “Spencer” back home.  This new revelation would make it a million times easier to make my decision.  I could just “get mad” at Lindsay for cheating on me, break up with her, then go for Spencer.  Simple as that.  But I was going to let it be a surprise for Spencer.  I knew she wanted me bad, so I’m going to play a few games with her tomorrow.  Once my mind was eased about what to do with my two relationships, I finally fell asleep.  I woke up at 8 a.m. with my alarm going off.  I reached for my cell phone and gave Lindsay a call.