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    Spashback – (Chapter: Who Am I? – Part One)

    Story written on September 3, 2007 by queereye.
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    Can Ashley and Spencer try to move on when there’s a million road blocks in their way?

    Who Am I

    Sometimes you know you push me so hard
    I don’t know how I feel
    You almost make me doubt I feel at all

    It’s not as though I always listen
    But there’s just so much I don’t hear
    Maybe I’ll never be what you want
    I know that all you’re asking for
    Is a little place in my heart
    But I don’t find it easy to give

    Maybe I get a little selfish sometimes
    Why shouldn’t I?
    I used to say I love you
    But would it make a difference this time?

    And who am I to tell you that I would never let you down
    That no-one else could love you half as much as I do now
    And who am I to tell you I’ll always catch you when you fall
    Well I
    I wouldn’t be myself at all
    I wouldn’t be myself at all, at all

    I always find a reason why I didn’t put you first
    It’s not that complicated I know
    I really hate it when you shake your head like this ain’t gonna work
    Maybe you’ll never reap what you sow

    I didn’t want to do what everybody does
    And hide the truth to find we never knew a thing about love
    Cause this is real life, real love
    And knowing what it comes down too
    It just might be enough

    *****

    “Fuck.” Spencer felt herself inhale sharply as her body involuntarily jerked up in to a sitting position on the bed. She leaned back on her hands for a moment, her heart thumping rapidly whilst her deep, gulping breaths came out quick and ragged.

    The swirls of sleep in front of her eyes began to clear, finally allowing her to focus on the fallen darkness of her bedroom. It was in that moment of clarity that it came back to her. Spencer felt panic set into her deepest core. It all came rushing back. It was the dream; the one that she had just been thrown so violently out of. As she tried to concentrate on not giving in to hyperventilation, Spencer heard the sound of the sheets that lay draped over her moving.

    “Paige!” Spencer tried to scream, but her voice seemed strangled somehow. She fell back down on to her side and gazed intently at the messy haired brunette that lay beside her. “Oh my god, Paige! I had this dream… This awful dream.”

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    Comments

    1. yeah i was totally weirded out by the dreams cuz i didn’t know what was real…that must be so hard for both of them and paula letting ashley in the house is a step in the right direction…pms

    3. yeah i was totally weirded out by the dreams cuz i didn’t know what was real…that must be so hard for both of them and paula letting ashley in the house is a step in the right direction…pms

    5. Good for Ashley. It’s about time she’s stepping up to the Spencer plate. And Spencer’s never needed her more than she does now. You totally freaked me out with those beginning dream sequences. I was like, what, it’s all been a dream, no way. I’m so glad you finally continued this story because I really missed it. I can’t wait to find out where these two end up.

    6. Good for Ashley. It’s about time she’s stepping up to the Spencer plate. And Spencer’s never needed her more than she does now. You totally freaked me out with those beginning dream sequences. I was like, what, it’s all been a dream, no way. I’m so glad you finally continued this story because I really missed it. I can’t wait to find out where these two end up.

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