Poor self-control. That’s what I am; an uncontrollable monster. Bloodlust is stronger for me, because of who I was taught to be. It’s so hard to be close to humans. Then, Alice sees a vision where I kill one. How will I forgive myself if that happens? 

“Alice, stop worrying.”

“How can I stop it? How is this possible?”

I hated this; seeing her distressed about the mess with the Volturi. 

“I have to call Carlisle!” she announced abruptly.

“Alice, just relax!” I ordered, calming her as well.

She sighed and reached in her purse for the cell phone. 

“Hi, Carlisle,” she said.

“Alice, is everything alright?” I heard him ask.

“No. It’s the Volturi; they’re out to get us!”

“Why?” he questioned.

“They think we’re too much of a threat.”

He gasped.

“I need to go. I think I know who their going to take out first,” she whispered.

“Who would that be?”

“I believe it’s Jasper… I had a vision… Bye, Carlisle.” She hung up and sighed, again.

“Jasper,” she moaned my name. “How-” she drew in a shocked breath.

“Alice!”

I pulled her into my arms as she watched the future.   After a few minutes went by, she gazed at me with the most horror-struck look. 

“Alice, what is it?” I demanded, sending a rush of tranquility into her body.

“It’s sooner than I thought,” she mumbled.

“What’s sooner?” 

“It’s going to happen today.”

“What is?” I wanted to know.

“Jazz, you’re going to attack the human today.”