The party, I need to get back I tell him but he’s got the door blocked. He’s grinning at me, Why is he doing that?

I take a step forward, so does he there’s something in his eyes I’ve never seen before, but it’s only Conrad if it were anyone else I’d be worried.

He reaches out a hand and touches my face “You look so beautiful tonight.” He tells me and I smile at him.

“Not looking to bad yourself.” I say as he steps aside,allowing me to walk past him.

Then I feel his hand on my shoulder I turn, he pulls me toward him, it’s all happening so fast there’s no time to protest his lips touch mine, I pull away and slap him.

I turn to the door once again but he grabs a hand full of my hair, it hurts as he pulls me into another kiss his free hand gropes my *****.

I bring up my knee it’s the only thing i can manage to do, he lets out a small cry as i connect with him but doesn’t let my hair go.

“You shouldn’t have done that.” he yells as he pushs me down on the floor. I can’t breath all his weight is crushing me, His mouth moves away from mine, I scream but he covers my mouth with his hand “Be a good girl Dana and i won’t hurt you.”

I don’t know what to do, I can’t move. Oh god he’s taking his belt off “Conrad stop it.” I cry but all that comes out is a muffled sound.

His mouth violates mine again, god please let someone come, please don’t let this happen to me.

No please no, his hand is under my dress, fear, shame all these emotions hit me at once.

I try to fight him off but his laughter fills my ears “Don’t Dana I know what you want. It’s ok I’ll never tell.”

A wave of nausea hits, I can’t stop this from happening He’s going to rape me….

As if he can read my mind he whispers “You put out the signals Dana. I’m only human I can’t fight these feelings anymore.” Then
he takes what he was never meant to.

I’m numb and far away, I’m not under him anymore, he’s towering above me now saying something I’m not sure what.

All I’m sure of is the pain and the screaming in my head. His hand is on my arm pulling me up to him but my legs won’t hold my weight “Stop it Dana” he sounds mad “We have to get back to the party. People are gonna wonder where we are.”

“Get away from me” my voice doesnt sound like my own anymore.

He looks hurt “I’ll give you a few minutes to clean up.” he walks toward the door then stops and turns “Don’t take to long.”

I look around the room, why did I come in here it’s filthy and small, oh I remember now I was going to call Lara to apologize for not letting her come tonight.

Tears stream down my face, I fear that a damn is going to break and drown me.

I have to get home, that’s what I focuse on because I can’t think about what just happened.

I look down at my dress is it torn? I can’t be seen if it is, but no it couldn’t be he pushed it….Stop it please I just want my mind to be quite for a second but I know I can’t silence the screaming.

Blood is there blood I look but don’t see any I find my purse pick it up and walk out the door.

The party is still in full swing how can you people act like nothings happened I wonder as I walked toward the exit.

I walk past the bar and there he is smiling at me, waving me over, are my legs actually walking over to him?”

He’s telling me something about the man standing beside him, I don’t hear a word because of the noise in my head.

He grins at me, I smile why am I smiling at him. He hurt me, he had no right to do that.

“I have to go.” I hear the words pour out of me then I turn and run for the door.

I don’t stop running as the night air hits me, taking my breath for a moment.

I hear him behind me someplace and run faster. I run until my lungs feel like there on fire, until my legs ache from the strain, I can’t stop running.

Then she’s here on the street, looking at me, walking towards me.

I can tell by the look on her face that she knows somethings wrong. She says my name, asks me what’s going on?

I can’t form words the pain is so great I fall into her arms and sob on her shoulder.

Shane will make this better, she’ll help me now.