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All For Believing – 5
I’ve been repeating this since early this morning when I said it to
Bette.. I do believe, I believe in me, I believe in Bette, I believe in
us and that we can be a family, we started one, we can keep on being
one, right? It’s funny how I ask myself questions that I never answer..
But really why not? When I decided to give Bette another chance I gave
it myself too, a chance to redeem the relationship we both wanted to
keep for forever..
I didn’t know it wouldn’t be easy to just forget about everything that
caused us to be torn apart. I thought once I’m over the anger it’ll all
go away, but it didn’t, I don’t know how much longer I have to wait
until WE are totally over it, ’till we really can resume our
relationship.. I want to throw all the mistakes we made in the previous
relationship away and start anew, to avoid doing everything that caused
the gap between us to widen.. I lost myself and Bette lost me too, so
she went looking for me in another woman. If only she had looked for me
in our house, I was right there in front of her, still she preferred to
take the easy way out..
I was a mess when I found out. I did not for once doubt her
faithfulness, not after all the promises she made or how she was always
against cheating. I used to look up to her and admire how she had such
strong convictions. It made her who she was, it set her apart and this
was one of the things that made me fall in love with her.. But it all
faded away with her betrayal. She betrayed me, her words and beliefs..
I felt like I never knew her, that it was the first time I ever saw
her. It was hard for me to believe that she even loved me once.. All
these things hurt more than the fact that she cheated on me, to know
that they were all nothing but words and breakable promises. I just
can’t get over these things, I know that she regrets cheating on me, I
believe her when she says how sorry she is for doing it. She showed it
to me every time we met when we were apart and that is why I trust her,
I just don’t trust her words any more..
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YAY!!!!!!!! U POSTED…THANX!!!!!!!! NOW TIME 4 B & T TO RECONNECT!!!!!!! A nice tender yet rough NC17 is sure to do the trick!!!! “hint, hint” LOL!!!!!!!!
Fa6Fa6, I loved the paragraph on Tina’s feelings after speaking with Kit on the phone. It just says so much about the love she still has for Bette. My other favourite paragraph is where Tina is on the phone with Bette and they were both silent, each with their own thoughts and words that they have in their minds but cannot voice just yet. And I do agree with you in that they should deal with their pains on their own first…if anything, there’ll be more chapters for us to read! Looks like you’re having Tina going home to deal with some of her pain with Bette, who means the world to her (besides Angelica, that is). Looking forward to the next instalment. Thanks for taking time out of your exams to post.
yes, i know it’s hard to talk sometimes, but if tina can think things, she could say it, especially if she wants to save their marriage
thanks so much for posting. I love you story. keep writing. I’ll be reading.
Yay she’s takign the day off. Good start to getting them talking. like this story heaps! :)
Good chapter. Ha now its time for Tina and Bette to talk and work thing out. Post soon please, thanks!
wht do u mean by “long LOST friend” .. NO I’M NOT!!!!!.. we’re not.. Anyway..Your stories certainly have a way of leaving me totally breathless…thank you so much…You do have an unusual approach, though.. :)
great update stop talk in your head girls and use your voice it’s the first step
HEY! I just realised I read the last two chapters without commenting :$ sorry.. really really chuffed that you are writing more :) I really love your story and the way you write :) more! more! and I think I agree with Van ;)
i have no doubt about how much they love each other but sometimes just love is not enough Tina need to stop think and tell Bette what she is feeling if she wanna say sorry then say sorry and Bette need to stop feel pity of herself and guilt what was done was done and if Tina is with her is because she believes in her..anther amazing chappy Fa6..and about my wedding reception i will send you the bill..lol..great psot soon thanks :o)
Have you finished the next chapter? Post it now pleeeeease~~~ BTW, Tee’s not a good employee now. haha
This is great. Maybe they will finally talk to each other a little bit to get rid of some of the anxiety and say I’m sorry to each other. Thanks for the post.