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    Abyss 10

    Story written on October 13, 2006 by moho.
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    Bette Decompresses

    Damn, Damn, Damn is all that I can think right now. My head has been flooded with so many thoughts from our session with Dr. Laurel. I feel like I am at the center of a tornado; this is a whirlwind. I mean I am glad that we are getting this stuff out, but damn.

     

    The ride on the way home is again silent. This drive home from Dr. Laurel’s office is starting to become a routine for us, Tina lights up and stares out the window while I navigate the car; lost in my own thoughts.

     

    All I can say is wow. Listening to Tina today was at the same time eye opening and baffling. I am trying to be really mature about this entire process. I want to listen and really hear what she has to say so that we can have a chance to make this work, but it is really tough to not feel the need to defend myself.

     

    It seems to me that Tina is saying that she wants me to take the initiative and take care of things; then in the same breath she’s saying that she feels unimportant when I do just that. I mean I hear it, but what am I supposed to do about it? It’s not exactly as if I can read her mind and find out which situations that it’s okay for me to take the lead. I mean if I see that something needs doing I just take care of it. Isn’t that a good thing? Apparently not according to Tina. And if she doesn’t want me to do it; why doesn’t she take care of it?

     

    I just don’t understand how she can say that she feels controlled. I mean the thing is; if she doesn’t act like she is interested or going to do something what am I supposed to do? Let it go undone? That is okay with some things but not everything. Aaaarggggggghhh, this is crazy. Maybe I should pull back. I mean I really don’t want to feel like everything is my responsibility. That is not a good feeling. But who is going to do those things that I don’t want to do and apparently neither does Tina? There is no easy answer here.  I guess I have been doing this stuff for so long that I don’t know when to say no or when to ask her to do it. I mean she’s right; I make sure the bills get paid, I manage the business, I even make sure she has gas in her car. This has to stop. I am burnt out.  

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    1. I am still giving Tina a break, and trust me that is not easy to write…lol. I can see how they are feeling. They both failed in communication with one another. Tina relied on Bette to take care of things without adding her input, giving how Bette is, she took the repsonsibility leaving Tina without it. Tina was wrong to dump things on Bette because she did not want to deal with it. Bette should not have allowed for Tina to dump everything on her. Both left each other unchecked and let the other run “wild.” What I will not give TIna a break on is the affair not once but twice(I think). She was dead wrong, no matter how the relationship was going with Bette. I think Tina should confess, it’s going to come out eventually, so she might as well do it.

    3. . Both are wrong Bette for doing it and Tina for putting the Monkey on Bette back. What I dont like is Tina having a affair. Will she ever tell Bette,

    4. I love the new and improved Bette Porter. She seems the complete woman. Tina seems the one who needs to adjust her vision and get more real with herself. I’m glad Bette is not the bad guy is this one. Tina has the doubts and the extramarital relationships. …I’m also getting a kick out of your author comments. Gosh, I feel just a little special. Thanks!

    5. Wow…I love this…I feel so sorry for Bette…when she finds out that her heart cheated on her not once but twice when she was making all these changes in herself…it’s gonna break her heart. When Tina realizes what she has done to Bette she will feel so bad…it’s coming soon it’s like a virus…it has to work it’s way out. What are you doing to my girls?

    6. Bette has promise; Tina not so much. Plus Tina has those infidelities on her back. Why should she tell Bette? Bette will leave her at least temporarily if not permanently. PPS. What a great story!

    8. She should tell Bette and give her the choice of whether she will stay or not. I think part of Tina treating Bette like ish is some form of guilt for what she did. Cheating dosen’t necessarily mean the end of a relationship…but to keep it inside and let it fester and taint EVERY action you have toward the other person is very wrong and THAT can end things.

    10. Damn that was painful. I would’ve kicked Tina’s mother out too. You don’t go in someone else’s home and wreak havoc. Why do I have the feeling the friend that Tina cheated on Bette with is a man?

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