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    Abyss 8

    Story written on October 12, 2006 by moho.
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    The Aftermath: Tina’s Rant

    Walking into the house I head straight upstairs, close the door and lock it. I light another cigarette and begin to pace the floor.

     

    All I can hear in my head is Bette saying that she resented me. I mean, I can’t believe I am hearing this for the first time. We have been together 10 fucking years and she resents me. Well, fuck her. I am not sure that I can do this. I am not sure I want to do this. How can she resent me for pursuing my dream? The dream she encouraged me to go after. And it’s not like it hasn’t paid off. I mean we make more than a million dollars a year. We are fucking sitting pretty and she’s fucking complaining. All of this time that animosity has been festering inside of her. No wonder she doesn’t want to touch me. Well, she has no right. No right to feel that way when we both agreed to do this. What the fuck am I supposed to do now? What am I supposed to think, fuck what am I supposed to feel? What a fucking mess. 

     

    I am so angry, she is the fucking control freak. I mean she comes in, takes over and I am supposed to bow at her feet for it. Fuck it, I’ll leave first. I will leave before I am relegated to be the tissue that wipes Bette’s ass. I am tired of this shit.

     

    I have no idea where this is going. Why did we want to do this? I mean I walked away from that session angry. Nothing about what was said in that room gave me any confidence that this relationship is going to work. I am so mad at her right now that I could scream. I can’t take her.

     

    Hasn’t she noticed that the common denominator in all of her relationships is her. So if everyone she chooses is needy, which apparently includes me now, it is her fault. She really needs to do something about it and learn to open her fucking mouth and talk. I never thought I would see the day that Bette Porter turned into a therapy whore. We have been living together for nine of our 10 years and she has not once mentioned that she felt like I was her ‘child.’ What a fucking insult. How could she even think that, much less say it.  I digress, the point is she meets this Jennifer Laurel and tells her everything with ease like she’s known her for 10 years. Well, I have been the one who puts up with her controlling ways and all of her bullshit, why couldn’t she talk to me sooner? Before we got to this point, I mean fuck.

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    1. WOW!!!! I just got done reading all 3 chapters. Tina needs to pull her HEAD out of her ASS fast and get back to building a life with Bette. Be a grown up Tina and take the good with the bad. Bette did what Tina wanted her to do and now Tina is mad because she heard things she did not like so sorry NOT. Thank you I love this story. PPS

    2. Wow… clearly Bette isn’t the only one resenting here. Fingers are being pointed awfully fast when what they really need is to listen and understand.

    4. I’m giving Tina some leeway on this one. I mean she felt attacked by what Bette was saying. I’m sorry but if someone were to say all that shit about me I would be pissed too. Tina needs to calm down and think things through rationally. She knows that she played a part in this and lets face it it’s easier to blame others before you start pointing fingers at yourself. I’m sure that when Tina tells how she feels in therapy Bette will be going on the warpath too. Both of their feelings are valid no matter how self-absorbed it may be. They just need to calm down and accept repsonsibility for their behavior and recognize that if most definelty played a part in this downward spiral. I am so loving this story. Please post soon!

    5. something definately has to be done with those two before it all goes to hell LOL, nice to know what they are both thinking, hopefully it will help them to talk with each other again

    6. It seems to me that Tina is all about Tina…she tries to sugar coat it by throwing in a I love you Bette I really do….If you really do you wouldn’t treat her like crap on a stick. All it seems like she is thinking about now is how she will make her exit with the finances tied up. Maybe Bette needs to cut her a check and cut her loose…I want them to work it out but dag she is making it REALLY hard to like her right now. What Bette said in therapy took guts…it’s not like it just flowed out her mouth…she knew how Tina was she knew she would get all shitty…but she is making an effort to let her know how she feels….now it’s time for Tina to step up to the plate and do the same…get all this poison out so they can start fresh…

    7. They are dazed and confused bigtime. How did they get there? They are two beautiful, intelligent women who have a great life. They make a million dollars a year. Work their own business. They should feel blessed not shortchanged. They don’t seem to be able to get off the dime. It’s as if they are emotionally paralyzed. Moho, straighten them out.

    8. wow! that was great. I love all the processing. It is hard work, but is Tina committed? I’m not sure she is. I hope she doesn’t do something stupid. because if she runs to another woman, she may as well just move out…..

    11. well I think I still stick by my thought…again..Tina is just thinking about herself and pointing out all of the bad…with a realization that oh yeah I like BEtte confident. Bette wants this to work with therapy because she opened up…but…Tina…yeah…she needs to get a grip before she loses everything she thinks she loves…yes..she is very confused…

    12. MFG! Talk about self absorbed!!! Go smoke another cigarette Tina…maybe you’ll slowly kill yourself quicker if you do…oh hell smoke two or three at a time! Each cig you smoke takes about 14 minutes off your life…not to mention what it does to your skin, hair, nails, and the way you smell – yuck! That’s probably why Bette doesn’t want to touch you.

    13. OMFG, how did these two every get so far apart. Some of it I can relate to as I also have a habit of keeping it all to myself, thinking I can handle everything. Unfortunately it doesn’t work that way. Tina is so confused she doesn’t know what she’s doing. They’re so busy blaming each other instead of both accepting some of the fault. Obviously they still love each other but if they can’t get beyond the rest of it, it won’t matter.

    14. Tina’s probably going to get laid by her ‘Long time Friend’. I’m not a violent person but right about now I want to smack Tina upside her head. You’re making me hate this Tina and I really don’t want to.

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