You’re gone,So there ain’t enough time, to keep me here that long

It’s been a month since the last time we saw each other. Its 9pm, I’m in my office. Not too many people left just, Pablo, Jimmy, Cherie and me… I’m here almost 20 hours a day just in case, but… I can’t find her… the police can’t find her, and… I’m starting to think this is the end. The end of us… It’s for the best. 3 weeks ago I was on the bathroom and I heard Lara and some other chick talking about Carmen. They said… they said that, if they found her, they where going to give her death sentence. When I came back to the office the next day Pablo told me… it was true… I cried for two weeks straight, I didn’t eat, didn’t sleep, I got in fights, I couldn’t do anything. If they found her, they were going to kill her… So I hoped… I hoped that she would never come back. Because if I have to watch her die, I would kill my self… I wish that night would have never happened… I wish she would have just stayed home.

<(FLASHBACK)>

Fuck. I pointed the gun at her “Put your hands in the air, you’re under arrest” I knew she was a woman because I could see the figure trough the darkness… very good. She turned towards me… I couldn’t see her face, it was too dark. She started going towards me “don’t move any closer lady” she didn’t listen to me, so I grabbed her hand and pinned her against the wall “listen to me you-“ …Carmen… what… “Carmen..?”

“Let me go Shane” fuck, she…

“You killed that man…”

“Long story… let me go” so I let her go. I can’t move. “Listen Shane, you don’t understand” I was crying now

“I thought you where at Alice’s”

“… I’m sorry” I fell down… I couldn’t resist my weight any longer. Then we heard the sirens of the police “I have to go” I still couldn’t move… she went towards me, she kneeled and kissed me. “You will understand soon enough” She got up and left. The guys came in