“Shane!!! Shane are you ok?”

“….”

“Shane!!!… Did you see who it was?” I looked at him

“Carmen…”

How could you take his life away?
How could you be so full of hate?
And when I heard you let him die
And made the world all wonder why
I sat at home and on my own,
I cried alone

<(END FLSHBACK)>

I don’t mind the flashbacks any more… that’s all I have from her…memories. That’s all I do now, remember… Like when I found her on Rubies Night Club.

<(FLASHBAC)>

I knew she was there, but I didn’t tell the guys for 3 days. I just liked to see her dance. Every night for 4 days, they said she was the New girl. By what she’s wearing, lot’s of assholes are coming on to her. Each night seems like it’s getting worse, I just wish she’d take the night off, so I don’t have to fight off every asshole coming on to her. It happens every night she works. They’ll go and ask the DJ what she would say, if they all tried coming on to her. Don’t they know it’s never going to work? They think they’ll get inside her with every drink they buy her. This time somebody’s getting hurt. And the ladies, they’re cool but twice as crazy. Each time she bats an eyelash, somebody’s grabbing her ass. I’m hating what she’s wearing. Everybody here keeps staring

<(END FLASHBACKS)>

(Shane was crying) I wanted her to stay, cause I needed to hear her say…that she loved me… but she never did. I miss her so fucking much.  I wish I could see her for the last time so I could tell her…That I love her, that I have loved her all along, and I miss her, been far away for far too long. I keep dreaming she’ll be with me and she would never go. Because ill stop breathing if I don’t see her anymore… I’ve been listening to Nickelback for far too long….

She came along and tore this wall down and that’s something you don’t forget just like that. But she never did say she loved me… No matter what she said or what she didn’t I loved her… she was my angel. So I’ll ask politly if the devil needs a ride because the angel of mine ain’t hanging out with me tonight.