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    A Means To An End 10

    Story written on January 3, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Last Part.

    A Means To An End 10

     

     

     

     

    Every step we take that’s synchronized
    Every broken bone
    Reminds me of the second time
    That I followed you home

    You shower me with lullabies
    As you’re walking away
    Reminds me that it’s killing time
    On this fateful day

    See you at the bitter end.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    The end?

     

     

     

    So they say that an end is a beginning. They say a lot. They say that the choices you make are always your own. They seem to mean it; what they say. Sometimes I want forgiveness for the fucked up things I have done. What do they think about that? How can they guide and shape my guilt into something positive and filled with hope? Sometimes I know for sure that I am going to die and wind up in hell. Sometimes I wish that life would have been different.

     

     

    Nothing is different in all fairness. Everything is static, evolving and falling apart.  

     

     

    The moment hangs in the air like it always does. The invisible thread linking me with her. The connection that we are clinging to. The moment hangs, noose around it’s sexy throat….so to speak. The moment hangs and swings back and forth as old images grace my vision. Blind in the wind as it stings my eyes. Blind to the numbing anger coursing through my veins. The moment stands still. If you listen closely you can hear the labored breaths.

     

     

    “So the end is supposed to be beginning or some such shit like that.” I yelled at Conrad.

     

     

    Conrad didn’t skip a beat as he glared at me. Now I had a face to the name. The face was that of a guy with a sleazy gold chain around his throat. A floral print khaki shirt and some shorts. His hair is jet black. His eyes beady. Nothing amazing about him. No horns sticking out of his head. No wings or clove feet. He was just a guy. A pissed off murdering guy. Nothing out of the ordinary. The only thing remarkable about him was how much I was beginning to understand him.

     

     

    “Dana wrote in her journal or diary whatever the hell you women call it, she wrote how you always had some poetic thing to say to her…..she wrote how you were so deep and sensitive for a thug. That’s what she called you….you know?”

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    1. I’m beyond blue in my face for holding my breath for so long. It doesn’t exist in my world that this storyline is over. Won’t face it. It’s remarkable, your work with all the details in your story, and how you always melt the whole story together in the end. Amazing. I have a memory that you mentioned in one of the chapters that Tina had seen them together watchin tv I think? So it’s impossible that you can end it here right? No way!! =)I will guard this website like a hawk ’til you post the next part!! ;)

    3. Well, that Conrad is one calculating motherfucker. He figured out how Marina’s presence would affect Shane and Carmen individually and as a couple. I didn’t even think Shane and Carmen expected their own reactions to Marina. That sleazebag, I shouldn’t give him that much credit. He probably just figured Marina would be a big distraction and eventually Shane and Carmen would end up leaving the house for an extended period of time. Anywho, the last part was great, as all the updates are. A little open-ended, though, but that’s a good thing. The end? No. Please, no.

    4. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Please say this is not the end. There has to be another way. I love that Carmen could not let Shane do this on her own and she was there to help save her son! Please say this is just the end of the chapter and not the story!

    6. NOOOOOOOOOOooooOOOOooooOOOOOoooOOOooo!!! ok i know this is not the end i mean i hope… ok i know lol im crying right now… im so fucking sad !!! how can carmen do this!!!!!!!! shit!!! ok im pissed shit!!!! lol you have 2 continue like now!!! please dont take too long to update i will die 4 real lol well mannnnnnnnn thank you for this story for real but keep going!!!!!adict

    7. Loved how Shane was too pissed at Carmen to even talk to her. LOL. Spectacular ending. I’m glad in previous chapters we got snippets that they were together or I would have been going nuts about this ending. Hope there’s more to come.

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