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    Phobia (Chapter 5)

    Story written on January 11, 2007 by 2geeky.
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    Fear of the truth.

    Three weeks later

    Carmen-

    This wasn’t what I wanted.

    I didn’t want to avoid Shane. When she called, I never answered the phone. When she was hanging out at the Planet, I turned around and went somewhere else. When our paths crossed, I kept my head down and walked past her, afraid that if she took one look at me, she would see how much pain I was in and how weak I was.

    I didn’t want Shane to hurt herself. According to Jenny and Helena, Shane had decreased her habit of drinking, smoking, drugs, or anything of equal purpose. But I had tricked Alice into telling me the truth. Behind closed doors, Shane was still abusing prescribed medications such as Oxycotin, Vicodin, Valium, or whatever she could get her hands on. My guess was that my other friends were relying on what Shane’s appearance was during the daytime, but only Alice had access to Shane’s other, darker side since they lived together. I wanted to confront Shane in person and tell her flat-out to stop acting this way, but that would be hypocritical. Because I wasn’t any worse.

    I didn’t want to cause division in the group. A break-up tends to have that effect on a circle of friends, whether it’s intentional or not. When Shane entered the room I was in, nothing but awkward silence and nervous glances ensued until one of us bowed out and gave the spotlight to the other person. It always made me feel intrusive since they were Shane’s friends first. But they included me to be one of their own.

    What I did want was something that I couldn’t grasp. I wanted more than anything to forgive Shane. However, forgiving someone who has repeatedly hurt you is a lot harder than it may seem. All I know for sure is that if I didn’t find a way to forgive her soon, I’d eventually break down and be an even bigger mess then I currently was.

    “This is fucked.” Jenny mumbled, slamming her laptop shut and sitting back in defeat as me, Helena, and Max all sat around our table at the Planet, sipping the usual morning coffee.

    I was the first to talk, being glad to get away from my thoughts. “Still having trouble with that writer’s block, Jen?”

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    1. Woah…that was incredible, is it just me or are all you guys getting better and better with each post? I have 10 million questions I want to know the answer to but I know I’ll find out in good time, is it wrong I’m so happy Lara and Dana aren’t together anymore? And what a perfect line Lara left with, bravo, damn I’m rejected again, what does my breath smell or something? :P xx

    2. awesome story… i like how its not just concentrating on one pairing bt a few. and alice better not leave… it seems like its going to get worse before it gets better. but awesome story! Love it! Please post more soon.

    3. Lara’s “congratu-fuckyou-lations” 2 funny but ouch Lara saying let me know how it feels knowing some1 left u 2 dana that even hurt me! lol i loved how shane and carmen are at a good stance, no yelling no fighting :) oh yay it’s dana right? so yeah i read this like 3 times b4 i posted a comment lol don’t hurt me! but yeah i really loved this chap, and i hope that Alice and Dana will finally talk, tho i wonder if Dana will tell Alice about Lara or not… plz don’t keep me in suspense for 2 long im begging! x0x

    4. I think it’s Dana too. I actually wouldn’t be upset if Alice went away for a little while. Whether Dana and Lara are together or not she seems to need a little distance. Alice needs to get herself together or she will be useless in a real relationship.

    6. why would i think you should be shot, its a start for my sharmen and after the season 4 episode omg i need sharmen to work it out but i have faith in you completely and great job again

    7. ok ok im teling you what i feel lol…. man im glad carmen and shane are talking again… and i hope thats dana on the phone!!! againg you are a fucking bad person haha how can you leave it at that moment!! but anyways… i think christmas is going to be good for them… like really good… you know im loveing this story so keep it coming!!!!!!!!

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