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    Do What You Have to Do, post 2

    Story written on March 4, 2007 by kelika.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=64815
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    “I’m ever swifty moving, trying to escape this desire”

    What ravages of spirit

    conjured this temptuous rage

    created you a monster

    broken by the rules of love

    and fate has led you through it

    you do what you have to do

    and fate has led you through it

    you do what you have to do

     

                                                                Do What You have to Do – Sarah McLachlan

     

     

     

     
     

                As Tina lay on the bed spent the tears began to flow hotly down her cheeks.  Bette continued to hold her after they both collapsed against the mattress. 

     

                “Tina, baby, I am so sorry.”  The brunette hovered over her gently brushing the tears away as they continued to fall.  “I am so sorry.  Please forgive me…”

     

                Tina placed a finger over Bette’s lips to stem the tide of apologies.  She took a few centering breaths before she could look into the ebony eyes that were stricken with guilt.  She didn’t want guilt, she wanted love and warmth filled with trust, a trust that had been broken. 

     

                As Bette stared into the hazel eyes she saw numbness and pain, pain that she had caused and her guilt deepened.  What have I done? She wondered, how could I have risked all that we had, have, she sensed that the bond was lost.  She closed her eyes not willing to gaze into the pain any longer; the pain of the loss of their child was compounded by this.  Those same eyes hours earlier had looked into hers and offered comfort and strength that she so desperately needed.  She did not realize the depth of her need until this moment. 

     

                “Are you in love with her?”  Tina’s voice broke the silence. 

     

                “Of course not” Bette answered, suddenly not sure what was worse, having shattered her life partner’s heart for hot distracting sex or love. 

     

                “I don’t know if I can get past this.”  Tina said honestly.  She glanced at the brunette.  “I need some time to sort my feelings out. I think you need some time to.”

     

                “What do you mean?”  Bette was struggling with a sense of foreboding.  Please don’t leave me she silently prayed. 

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    1. Yeah, The Day of the Ultrasound… that made it all better (for me) for a little while, anyway. I was like… estatic, then they backed away, instead of talking about it. And subsequently both had their own breakdowns, away from each other. *sigh* Another great post, kelika, thanks.

    4. I dont think i’ll ever forget the day of the ultrasound, i was so happy when it happened but shattered the next season :( But your story is bringing me back to that day *sigh* Thanks that was a great post, i’m really liking this story. Cant wait to see what else you have in store for us, PPS.

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