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    Instinct part2

    Story written on May 17, 2008 by adicttosharmen.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=69595
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    Like I said… disappearance happens…. Pains go phantom… blood, stops running and people… people fade away

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    5 years later

     

    As we live in a world of worst case scenarios. We cut our self from hoping for the best, cause too many times the best thing doesn’t happen. But every now and then something extraordinary occurs. And suddenly best-case scenarios seem possible. And every now and then something amazing happens. And against our better judgment we start to have hope

     

    And in best case scenarios I would have been married right? Well… I am… yes, yes

    I got married a year ago, with Nicky Stevens… yes D Nicky Stevens, I left behing the life I was leaving before, of sleeping around. And this time we got married in Vegas… no more big embarrassing wedding for me. It felt amazing falling in love all over again, left alone ACTUALLY getting married

     

    Another amazing thing for example, is disappearance…. Disappearances happen in science. Disease can suddenly fade away. Tumors go missing. Open someone up to find the cancer is gone. It’s unexplained, is rare but it happens. They call it misdiagnosis. Say we never saw it in the first place. Any explanation but the truth. That life is full of vanishing acts. If something that we didn’t know we had disappears, do we miss it?

     

    I guess what I’m trying to say without a cool metaphor is… Shane disappeared from my heart, mind and soul. It was hard but it did. When along the ride happened? I’m not so sure, but I’m just glad that it did. It took long enough… 5 years… Life its good now… rocky at first… with me trying to cope doing cok… I have money, new friends, and an incredible woman… new life. A lot has happened… I live in NY now… I’m a big producer there. Anyways the point is that now, after five years, I’ve finally noticed I don’t think about Shane… that finally she isn’t in my every though… and I’ll like to celebrate that. She’s dead to me… she’s… dead

     

    Like I said… disappearance happens…. Pains go phantom… blood, stops running and people… people fade away

     

    “Carmen!?”

     

    “WHAT?”

     

    “Someone has been calling you like crazy for the last 2 days?”

     

    “Yeah well I’m very hard to get Ash… you know that” I smile

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    1. Hey, chicka!! Fan-fuckin-tastic chap!!! I’m lovin’ dis fic to da fullest, babez!!! So, let me get dis scr8t . . . Carmen is now off drugz, married to dis Nicky chick, and livez in NY? Wow, a hell of a lot took place in ha five yearz . . . Okay, and my gurl Shane . . . She now haz lik a heart defect of sumthin? Iz she gonna’ die? I wonda watz gonna’ happen when those two set eyez on each other for da first time in five yurz . . . Now, da’tz gonna’ be interestin!!! Whelp, I’m gonna’ stop rambling now, and i hope u iz bout to updat like now cuz I need my fix :p Like alwayz from me, Baby-gurl, LYLAS :p Stank, da’ one and only, chicka :D Holla at me if ya need anything babez ;-)

    7. oh gosh.. first carmen doing drugs and all that, now she’s married, to nicky?! gasppp.. and now shane needs a new heart? the story is filled with unexpected twists and turns.. my heart can’t take it.. okay, i’m gonna try and patiently wait for you to update!! don’t leave us hanging for too long!! can’t wait to read the next one!

    8. Heart transplants are hard to come by. Just hope that Carman goes to see Shane. except her as she is. No regreats just friends to friend. thanks

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