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    Story written on January 1, 2009 by ashtuck.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=72180
    Author Notes:

    in a room full of people

    Helena:

     

    I tell him the gallery’s address and settle in the back.

     

    This pill is a dud, I’m beginning to believe.

     

    That is, until my eyes begin to deceive me.  The sunlight is so bright that it blinds me.  Everything looks as if its written in neon lights.

     

    I groan in displeasure.

     

    “Is everything okay?” The cabbie asks.

     

    “Yeah, I’m okay.” I say.  I reach for my sunglasses, hoping that it would stop the lights.

     

    It doesn’t help.

     

    The people blur on the streets.  Its like they melt into the sidewalk and into each other.  Then the buildings morph and swirl and my head starts to pound.  I lay my head back and pray for him to pull this car to a stop.

     

    When the car stops, I’m actually able to make my way into the building.  Everybody inside turns into brown and beige tones.

     

    But Bette still stands out.  And she’s looking at me.

     

    And next to her is the Blonde Bimbo.  Though she and I have never met, I saw her around.

     

    She’s cute, I’ll admit.

     

    She’s no me, though.

     

    I make my way, undetected by my mother, to the bathroom.  I reach for my blue pill and pop it.

     

    Hoisting myself on the sink, I wait for it to take full effect.  I turn to the mirror, to try to concentrate on my face.  I touch the balmy skin of my cheeks.

     

    I can’t feel my face.

     

    The door swings open and Bette is standing there.

     

    I know she’s judging me.

     

    “Is this how you show up to your mother’s establishment?”

     

    “Fuck you, Bette.”

     

    She moves closer to me.  Her eyes pierce me and hurt more than any needle carrying any narcotic that I had ever used.

     

    “Look into my eyes.” She says.  I try to focus my attention, but its harder than it seems.  As the blue pill starts to kick in, it becomes easier, “You’re high as hell.”

     

    “And?  Why do you care?  You’re here with your cute little girlfriend.  Why do you care about little old me?”

     

    “Helena, I always care.  I always will.”

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    1. Well, I wanted to know what was gonna happen with that orange pill…and it almost made me barf. LOL Sure loved the texting conversation “Did she come with a Barbie car and accessories?” Tooooo funny! Sure missed your writing! This was marvelous. Want mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooore! pls

    2. Helena is an arrogant little thing isn’t she? The Barbie comment was cold but I still couldn’t help but laugh. Please post more when you are able. This was great!

    3. Ash I was wondering what had happened to this story and I forgive you,,,,HAHAHA!! I loved it, only Bette was in the room even when it was full of people,,,loved it did I mention that before,,;)

    4. Jealous is so bad,makes you do crazy things, Bette sjould know better than to let anyone,defrade someone whom she is with. Did she just make a date with Helena for the night. Love the Barbie comment tho.to funny. thanks

    5. The best thing Bette can do for Helena is to cut her loose and let her straighten her life out. Their relationship is pretty pathologic with Bette actually in a way encouraging Helena’s pill popping for attention. As I said before I do not like this Helena. Bette needs to say goodbye at this 10 oclock meeting away from the blond bimbo barbie

    8. I was wondering what happen to this story and I’m happy it’s back. Helena is an asswipe and Bette should tell her to beat it….especially if she’s not going to encourage Helena to get help. Helena definitely needs to grow up and stop using her drug addiction to get Bette’s attention.

    9. No, you can’t stop there. I must know what happens at 10…PPS! Glad you’re back. And the whole orange pill blue pill thing…how matrixy of you (lol).

    12. Oh yay! Neon Neon Neon! I was overjoyed to see a post from you and as always just blown away by your writing. Amazing. ((: Laughs. Gawd. The Barbie comment was priceless. Laughs. Blonde Bimbo indeed. Haha. Hope you had a good holiday. Looking forward to your next post. ((: PPS!

    13. About time we get an update on this one, girl where have you been???? I was about to file an APB on you LOL. Glad to see you and your story back!!I think it’s about time someone (Peggy or Bette) put Helena into rehab before she destroys herself. Bette should let her learn the hard way and not always show up when Helena needs hr or is in trouble. She takes Bette for granted and doesn’t even think twive about the consequences it can have on Bette. I know I shouldn’t have but the Barbie comment made me laugh out hard, that was too funny now every time I’m going to see Tina I’ll have to think about that line LOL. PPS

    15. I was remiss in commenting last time, sorry about that! This is a great fic, I so like Bette and Helena, but also because this one shows the darknesses in each as well, whichis very interesting twist. People connect on all kinds of levels. The texting was great, and “does she come with a Barbie car and accessories” was, as the ad says, priceless. I hope the next chap drops in on them around ten, and stays a while! I don’t know if Helena is a complete addict or just really into walking on the wild side, and it will be great to see why Bette is walking there with her, as time goes on.So glad to hear you will be able to post more soon!!

    16. I was remiss in commenting last time, sorry about that! This is a great fic, I so like Bette and Helena, but also because this one shows the darknesses in each as well, whichis very interesting twist. People connect on all kinds of levels. The texting was great, and “does she come with a Barbie car and accessories” was, as the ad says, priceless. I hope the next chap drops in on them around ten, and stays a while! I don’t know if Helena is a complete addict or just really into walking on the wild side, and it will be great to see why Bette is walking there with her, as time goes on.So glad to hear you will be able to post more soon!!

    17. I was remiss in commenting last time, sorry about that! This is a great fic, I so like Bette and Helena, but also because this one shows the darknesses in each as well, whichis very interesting twist. People connect on all kinds of levels. The texting was great, and “does she come with a Barbie car and accessories” was, as the ad says, priceless. I hope the next chap drops in on them around ten, and stays a while! I don’t know if Helena is a complete addict or just really into walking on the wild side, and it will be great to see why Bette is walking there with her, as time goes on.So glad to hear you will be able to post more soon!!

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