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    neon

     

    I feel myself swaying on the sink and I slowly start to fall.  Bette rushes to my side, holding me up.

     

    “What did you just take?”

     

    “I don’t really know.  I took an orange one.  It wasn’t too good, so I took a blue one to chill. I’m starting to clear up.  I’ll be okay.  I just need some time.”

     

    She looks towards the door.

     

    “Are you okay in here?”

     

    “I’ll be fine.”

     

    “You know to call me,” Her hands rest on my hips, “if something happens.”

     

    “Yeah, I know.”  She places a kiss on my forehead before leaving.

     

    Minutes are passing and my vision is starting to clear, though now everything feels like its moving a little slower than usual.

     

    I guess slow moving is better than not moving at all.  It would take an hour or so for this to leave my system for good.  I walk out of the bathroom and approach my mother.

     

    I don’t know what she’s talking about, but she sure is animated.  My attention is on the group of friends.

     

    Or ex-friends.

     

    Alice and Shane were close to me before this whole drug thing.  They’ve sided with Bette., but the difference between them and Bette is that they’ve given up on me.

     

    They’re eyes briefly land on me and then they divert their attention.

     

    With all the people in the room, I still manage to feel lonely.

     

    Under the table, I text Bette.

     

    She’s cute.  Did she come with a Barbie car and accessories? Lol

     

    The text returns quickly.

     

    Fuck you.  Jealous?

     

    No, not even, she has you in title alone.

     

    What’s that supposed 2 mean?

     

    She’s your girlfriend, but I’m more than that.  Aren’t I?

     

    She doesn’t answer.  She just looks across the table at me.  I already know that I am more to Bette than Tina.  How do I know?  If I didn’t matter, I wouldn’t be a secret.  She wouldn’t leave the comfort and warmth of a woman to search for me in the cold, barren streets.

     

    Are you busy tonight?

     

    No

     

    Wanna come see me?

     

    I’ll be over, around 10.

     

    I look across the table at Bette and wink, being sure that Tina (or no one else for that matter) isn’t watching.

     

    Once again, everybody fades away and she’s the only one around.

     

    In a room full of people, she’s the only one that’s around.

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    Comments

    1. Well, I wanted to know what was gonna happen with that orange pill…and it almost made me barf. LOL Sure loved the texting conversation “Did she come with a Barbie car and accessories?” Tooooo funny! Sure missed your writing! This was marvelous. Want mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooore! pls

    2. Helena is an arrogant little thing isn’t she? The Barbie comment was cold but I still couldn’t help but laugh. Please post more when you are able. This was great!

    3. Ash I was wondering what had happened to this story and I forgive you,,,,HAHAHA!! I loved it, only Bette was in the room even when it was full of people,,,loved it did I mention that before,,;)

    4. Jealous is so bad,makes you do crazy things, Bette sjould know better than to let anyone,defrade someone whom she is with. Did she just make a date with Helena for the night. Love the Barbie comment tho.to funny. thanks

    5. The best thing Bette can do for Helena is to cut her loose and let her straighten her life out. Their relationship is pretty pathologic with Bette actually in a way encouraging Helena’s pill popping for attention. As I said before I do not like this Helena. Bette needs to say goodbye at this 10 oclock meeting away from the blond bimbo barbie

    6. I was wondering what happen to this story and I’m happy it’s back. Helena is an asswipe and Bette should tell her to beat it….especially if she’s not going to encourage Helena to get help. Helena definitely needs to grow up and stop using her drug addiction to get Bette’s attention.

    7. No, you can’t stop there. I must know what happens at 10…PPS! Glad you’re back. And the whole orange pill blue pill thing…how matrixy of you (lol).

    8. Oh yay! Neon Neon Neon! I was overjoyed to see a post from you and as always just blown away by your writing. Amazing. ((: Laughs. Gawd. The Barbie comment was priceless. Laughs. Blonde Bimbo indeed. Haha. Hope you had a good holiday. Looking forward to your next post. ((: PPS!

    9. About time we get an update on this one, girl where have you been???? I was about to file an APB on you LOL. Glad to see you and your story back!!I think it’s about time someone (Peggy or Bette) put Helena into rehab before she destroys herself. Bette should let her learn the hard way and not always show up when Helena needs hr or is in trouble. She takes Bette for granted and doesn’t even think twive about the consequences it can have on Bette. I know I shouldn’t have but the Barbie comment made me laugh out hard, that was too funny now every time I’m going to see Tina I’ll have to think about that line LOL. PPS

    10. I was remiss in commenting last time, sorry about that! This is a great fic, I so like Bette and Helena, but also because this one shows the darknesses in each as well, whichis very interesting twist. People connect on all kinds of levels. The texting was great, and “does she come with a Barbie car and accessories” was, as the ad says, priceless. I hope the next chap drops in on them around ten, and stays a while! I don’t know if Helena is a complete addict or just really into walking on the wild side, and it will be great to see why Bette is walking there with her, as time goes on.So glad to hear you will be able to post more soon!!

    11. I was remiss in commenting last time, sorry about that! This is a great fic, I so like Bette and Helena, but also because this one shows the darknesses in each as well, whichis very interesting twist. People connect on all kinds of levels. The texting was great, and “does she come with a Barbie car and accessories” was, as the ad says, priceless. I hope the next chap drops in on them around ten, and stays a while! I don’t know if Helena is a complete addict or just really into walking on the wild side, and it will be great to see why Bette is walking there with her, as time goes on.So glad to hear you will be able to post more soon!!

    12. I was remiss in commenting last time, sorry about that! This is a great fic, I so like Bette and Helena, but also because this one shows the darknesses in each as well, whichis very interesting twist. People connect on all kinds of levels. The texting was great, and “does she come with a Barbie car and accessories” was, as the ad says, priceless. I hope the next chap drops in on them around ten, and stays a while! I don’t know if Helena is a complete addict or just really into walking on the wild side, and it will be great to see why Bette is walking there with her, as time goes on.So glad to hear you will be able to post more soon!!

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