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Starting Over (50)
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Chapter 50
Bette walked into the kitchen and saw Tina sitting at the table with her head in her hands and softly sobbing. She walked up to Tina and put her hands on her shoulders.
“T…it’s going to okay…”
Tina took a deep breath and then turned and looked into Bette’s beautiful eyes. She released her breath and said between sobs.
“Bette I am so sorry.”
Bette stood Tina up and pulled her into her and whispered in her ear.
“I know T, I know…”
After several minutes Bette leaned away, looked at Tina and gentle spoke.
“Tina, it looks like you cooked?”
Tina gave Bette a small smile.
“I guess someone’s hungry.”
They sat in a solemn but comfortable silence while they ate until Tina stood to begin clearing. Bette grabbed Tina’s hand and said:
“T…what happened?”
Tina returned in her seat and looked at Bette.
“Baby, from the moment you left I just felt…I don’t know, off…I kept thinking that things have been so busy, but good… ya know…I think I was missing you before you even left.”
Tina took a moment to look at Bette. Bette gave Tina a reassuring smile and nodded her head to continue.
Well anyway, the night I called and you were at the club after the Whitney opening I was feeling really lonely and I kept thinking about why we hadn’t…you know moved in together…like really…and I started to have doubts…doubts about us…like if you were missing me and if you really wanted to move in…and if…” Tina looked away from Bette and began crying.
“Bette, I started to wonder if maybe you might…you know…with all those beautiful women…I started to feel so alone and so scared that you were getting tired of me…of us…Bette I’m sorry you don’t deserve to be mistrusted…I’m so sorry…”
“T you have a right to ask for reassurance… we can’t help how we feel…but why didn’t you tell me how you were feeling?”
“Bette when I called that night, all I wanted to do was pour my heart out to you, but I heard you out and having such a good time…Bette I think I really went a bit crazy…at first I told myself that it was no big deal and then I started seeing you dancing and touching all these women and then I started berate myself for being such a needy baby that was afraid to let her beautiful girlfriend out of her sight, and then I started to convince myself that I wasn’t going to be that person…the needy bitchy girlfriend…I decided that I would just get over it…no big deal…Shit Bette for the rest of the week I was a basket case.”
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I love this story…more please?
Yeah, I love it too!
I can understand both woman’s fear. Hopefully, they have worked out that issue.
yeah,like it should be. I just loved the talk. Now make up time lol.PPVS
If they want to move in together, then it really needs to be in a house that has nothing to do with Joe. It’s a nice house and all, I’m sure, but it’s got to go. There might be money lost if Tina sells her “dream house”, but so what? She needs to figure out what’s more important. She and Bette need to start over, in a house that they’ve picked together. The talk seems to have cleared some things up, though, so hopefully it doesn’t happen again. Thanks for posting D&A. :)
whew-thank goodness that’s resolved…now moving on. pps
So glad they’ve had their talk and seemingly have worked things out between them. However, Tina did say that she would probably have these feelings again but would know what to do. I wonder if she really will know what to do, the green-eyed monster is a dangerous thing to try to control. I agree that they need to find a place for them where no one else has lived with them. Since Tina is the real estate mogul, maybe she can lease the house for awhile until Bette is more cpmfortable with it. After all, Tina found the house and Joe hardly ever visited there, let alone lived there. So really it is just Tinas’ house. They should talk about the house situation and decide whether to move into one or the other of them, or something new. Great update. Thanks for posting.
Thanks for the update. It appears that Tina is pretty much in touch with what she’s feeling and why. The fact that she didn’t sleep much all week probably heightened all of her fears and insecurities and contributed to her breakdown. I think as long as they keep communicating they’ll be okay. Now they need to plan their next step. Maybe a new house that they both choose.
Just caught up with all your updates this last week. Wonderful and awesome story. Love it. Can’t wait for more. Thank you.
I really hope you continue updating this story. It’s really good. =))