She’s lying on her back underneath me as I’m kneeling, straddling her hips. The only difference this time is I am naked too. Once again her arms are draped above her head as she allows me to take in her amazing body. I look at her face to find her eyes doing the same my were. I watch them as they move up my body until they meet mine. We look at each other and she smiles. “Before you ask, I’m very, very sure.”

There is no way I’m making that mistake again. My hands move immediately to her breast, cupping them and massaging them in my palms. I lean over her and kiss her lips. As I slip my tongue into her mouth I feel her fingers grazing lightly up and down the sides of my body. Just the slightest touch from her causes the wetness between my legs to increase.

I leave her lips and begin kissing a trail down her neck to her collar bone. My hands are still on her breast as I move my body so my lips can kiss down her sternum and keep leaving small kisses to her belly button.

When I reach her right hipbone she arches her back letting me know I’ve found one of her sensitive spots. I stay there a little longer. Her hands grab my hair as I hear a soft moan escape from her lips. I move to her left hipbone, remembering it’s the more sensitive of the two, and get a louder reaction. “Mmmm.”

When I start to kiss lower her grip on my hair gets stronger and she forces my head to where she wants me. Her breathing becomes shorter and more labored as her legs spread across the bed leaving her wet core in front of my eyes. I release the breath I’ve been holding and her body shudders. “FUCK, DYLAN.”

I smile in awe at the intense feeling I’m having over her. Staring at the most private and intimate part of her body brings back thoughts of me not being deserving of her.  She is the most beautiful person I’ve ever known, I don’t know if I am worthy of such love.  Suddenly, I freeze. My hands are unable to move. My entire body stiffens. My own breathing becomes quick and harsh. I’m finding myself panicking at the sight before me. I don’t know if I deserve to be here.