Tina sat in her trailer, staring into nothing. This couldn’t be happening. She couldn’t fall in love with her colleague. Her female colleague. They had been working together for almost a month now and at first, Tina thought it was just a crush that would pass. It didn’t. She had finally admitted to herself she was actually in love with Bette. It was scary. Very scary.

Every time she saw the brown-haired woman, her stomach did weird things. When she touched her, her heart rate went up. Before they had to kiss, her hands were shaking and her breath caught in her throat and when their lips touched, God, it was… marvelous, amazing, and breathtaking. 

They had done their first love scene and it was… almost too much. The reason it was a re-shoot was that they were overwhelmed by the emotions. They had to stop to calm down a bit before they could continue. Tina could still recall how Bette’s breast looked. Not too big, not too small, dark nipples that were hard. Tina figured that it was because the studio was pretty cool that day. When she touched them, that was right she got to TOUCH them, heaven, she couldn’t help but get amazingly aroused.

She felt sad at the same time.  Whenever she touched Ron, she didn’t have the same response. She loved him… but the feelings she had for him weren’t the same as they were for Bette.

Was it because it was still sort of taboo? Was it because they were not really together? Was it because she had suppressed her feelings toward women for so long? Was it because they had to play as if they were in love? She shook her head.

This couldn’t be happening. This was just too wrong. Ron and she were trying for a baby… well, Tina was sure it wouldn’t work because they weren’t having sex. Tina just couldn’t… It was hard to even be close to him. This was weird for Tina. Ron had always been her best friend, her buddy but she also knew that that was no way to build a marriage on but she loved him, she didn’t want to hurt him, never.

Bette sat in her trailer, not really knowing what to do. She felt strange. Especially around Tina. She made her feel things she hadn’t felt before. This month had been amazing and confusing at the same time.