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    To Die Standing Chptr. 15

    Story written on June 3, 2012 by nettababy03.
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    Tina brought that to her. She brought an enormous amount of color and joyous life to Bette she’d thought died a long time ago.

    Contented together and thrown for the biggest loop they’d ever experienced Bette didn’t have the words to tell Tina what went through her mind as Tina made love to her. One thought and one thought alone kept ringing through her as she felt her body taken from her. Blissfully taken, but taken nonetheless. As Bette laid in between Tina’s legs her head resting on Tina’s stomach her fingertips traced Tina’s hip bone praying that she could make this moment last a little bit longer before she accidently or otherwise ruined it.

    Tina’s eyes were closed and she was nearly asleep, at this point she’d lost her mental filter and there was no need to hold back what she felt needed a voice.  “I miss you.” Bette’s heart was struck in that moment. Here they were naked joined together in an embrace that she’d dreamt about for a long time and Tina chose those words. Not the word ‘missed’, no, she presented the statement in a now and present time manner. Even with Bette enraptured between her thighs she still misses her. What was she saying? What type of connection was formed just now? Was there one at all? Was Bette the only one to feel the pull of their love making? If so what was it that Tina felt when Bette was inside of her?

    A million and one questions shot through Bette and she hadn’t had the mindset to interpret and answer them one at a time and she felt panicked and isolated just now. On instinct alone she squeezed Tina tighter, burying her face into the soft stomach.  She felt the press of Tina’s hand on her head, through her hair and onto her neck. It was comforting but still it didn’t take away the swell of her panicking anxiety.

    Tina wanted to tell Bette that she wanted her there with her. Connect on another level and join her in their lovemaking but the truth was she felt Bette pull back and away from her so many times she’d lost track. Trying to take more of Bette’s body than she was allowed Tina finally gave up and just gave in to her own need of satisfaction. Bette had taken her back and forth on the brink of losing control with her and had reined herself in, very much to Tina’s disappointment. If she couldn’t let go here in the comfort and boundaries of Tina’s body then where else could she?  They were doing so well, Bette had laid back with little resistance and had given Tina all the permission she’d needed to have her any way she pleased, but it was soon after Bette had reached her maximum and cried into the night air that Tina felt her pull away. The air around them shifted and Tina felt that too. In her own desperate attempt to reach deeper into Bette and pull her back into the present time, she’d made love to her again and again but each time was more rigid and withdrawn. Finally tired from chasing her she’d given up and allowed Bette to give her the pent up release she’d needed for weeks now.  It was hollow.

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    1. I think Bette has been waiting a long time to be able to open up to someone. It’s a start to recovering herself. It’s too bad that Bette held herself back so much, but maybe by the next time they’re intimate, she’ll be ready to fully give herself to Tina. Thank you for posting! :)

    3. Really love how you are taking us on Bette’s journey back to bringing life, joy and color into her being as well as growing trust in Tina’s love and sincerity. I rarely read portrayals of the Tina character that makes me truly believe in the purity of her intentions to bring the best out in Bette without any hidden agendas but I believe that of your Tina. Bette has locked her soul away in an emotional prison. Tina and Angie were the keys to unlock it, now all Bette has to do is have the courage to push through the door and find her freedom. Thank you for another emotionally charged chapter.

    6. Love that Bette is finally able to open up and so very glad that Tina hasn’t given up on her. I can’t wait to read more…thanks for posting so soon again. Please keep it up. :)

    8. Thank you for the posting… It was quite powerful in the dance of intimacy that moved between the two women from their shared time in bed, through breakfast, through their day together. Life happens when it happens, things can’t always be forced. Bette in now trusting Tina enough to start to be open and share her past with. It is such a good thing… Love your writing as you hit the raw emotions. Thank you!

    9. That was great and Im with jp22 here and let Bette keep open herself to Tina and it will set her free and she will be more happy and be herself again. Please post more, thanks !

    10. Thanks so much for the update. I love this story. I hope Bette continues to open herself up. It’s the only way the relationship is going to be healthy.

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