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What if – chapter four
“Go on.” Bette said, while looking down at Tina, her hands still in Tina’s.
“What if I told you that we could fix this, our relationship? I know you didn’t mean it, when you said it was over, that you were done. Am I right?”
“Tina you can’t fix this. It’s not that easy. You should’ve thought about that before you fucked off.” Bette said angrily.
“Bette, please, I was scared that I was failing you again—“ her voice faded.
“What do you mean again? Failing me? You’ve never failed me, not until now.” Bette wore a confused look.
“I have…” Tina dropped Bette’s hands from hers, looking away to the ground. Bette immediately joined Tina on the floor and raised her chin, having Tina look into her eyes.
“Tell me, T, tell me what is it?”
Tina looked to the ground still trying hard to find the words. Please don’t hate, please don’t hate me, she repeated to herself.
“Bette… our son.. our baby… it hurts so much, so fucking much that sometimes I feel like I want to die. I don’t even want to live anymore and when I think of that I feel like I’ve failed you. You love me so much, you’ve given me so much, you’ve brought so much happiness into my life and I can’t even give you a child.” Tina began to sob uncontrollably, she was shaking. “I’m sorry for that, I’m so sorry for having failed you.”
Bette pulled Tina into her arms and rocked her. “Listen to me Tina, you’ve never ever failed me, you hurt me you know,” she cried, “ by not telling me all of this sooner, by not telling me how much you’ve been hurting, you know I would’ve comforted you, I’d understand, you should’ve known that Tina.”
“But you know, I realized that I wasn’t always there for you. Maybe I should’ve talk to you more about it, instead of pushing it to the back of my mind. I honestly thought you dealt with it. I’m sorry too. I should’ve seen the signs. If you think I haven’t given myself a guilt trip you can stand corrected, I have. But you know this—all of this, all that has happened; it still doesn’t excuse you from cheating on me.”
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Anyone who has seen my few previous comments will know I’m a Tibette through and through and s3 Tina was more than I could bare. It seems people like to blame Bette cause she had the affair or blame her, in this story, even if she didn’t! But I think you have found a good thread to follow!!! PPS
Great update, loved it.
Yeah, i’ve read it with text :D Wow.. it’s a hard step, but in the end they will say it was the best. They could clear up their thoughts and missing each other will bring them closer. Maybe..
Okay so what happened to Bette’s epiphany in the mountain about understanding Tina’s reasons for getting drunk? She was saying she understood about the baby but right now she was acting like she didn’t know at all. I understand her decision to take some time apart but realistically she wouldn’t have abandoned an obviously emotionally unstable Tina on her own to fend for herself. Idk we’ll see what happens next I guess
Wow, you took that in a completely surprising direction. I see your point that Tina needs to make the choice to heal herself so that she can be whole again. That was certainly tough love. Thanks for the update.
That was a little harsh. My heart is aching for both of them.
Good update. thank you.
Tough love!
That really was a surprising turn, I never thought Bette would kick her out. But I see why she did, Tina needs to work on herself, love and respect herself. That way she can be open to Bette’s love and forgiveness. She needs to forgive herself in order for their relationship to work. Great chapter, hopefully they can make it through this. PPS!
DAMN THIS IS SO SAD AND FEEL BAD FOR THEM