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    Diary of a Slave (Part 1)

    Story written on December 2, 2012 by GrindRight.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=79899
    Author Notes:

    This is the collection of the first few installations in the diary of a “slave” – language used to describe the submissive in such a relationship. (BDSM)

    I don’t know what draws me to her, but I can never get enough. The things I let her do to me … it’s awful. I usually feel that way when it’s over, too, but I’m always excited by it. Raised under strict rules, this sort of thing is not like me at all, but I let her do anything to me. And I mean anything. You wouldn’t believe the things I let her do to me. In fact, I am embarrassed to write these adventures, and that is exactly why she’s asked me to do it. She’s looking over my shoulder right now, as I’m leaned over the desk. It’s so hard to type all the words right, but when I make a mistake she sends the paddle down onto my backside, and it burns in all the right ways. I am ashamed to enjoy all the things that she does with me. It’s humiliating and exquisite.

    She’s laughing now, leaning down on top of me, whispering for me to keep writing. But I don’t know if I can.

    “You can,” she says, giving me shivers.

    How on earth did I get to be so loose with myself? What has happened to me that I feel so open to share my body and my mind? I give myself to her each time that I see her. I wish I could give her everything and everyone. The world, even.

    She is pleased with me now.

    Till next time.

     

    ~~~~~ 

     

    I was a very bad girl today. “I’m sorry, Mistress.”

    Mmm … that sting makes me moan, but I’ll try to type as she wishes. I would do anything for my beautiful Mistress, and she has left me now, insisting I finish this. She wants a whole page this time, detailing my desire to be a submissive – but not just any submissive. Her submissive.

    Yesterday I was so sore I couldn’t even sleep on my back. But Mistress stroked me and sang to me until I finally did sleep, soothing me as she always did once our play was over. She cares for me a great deal, and she loves me almost as much as I love her.

    My tender skin is still singing from her talented hands as I lay here and type, thinking back to so many times I’ve enjoyed with her. We’ve even travelled together, been at each other’s beck and call, caring for each other when we’ve fallen ill. We’ve been through so much together, and yet the most bonded I’ve felt with her were times she’s humiliated or punished me. I think she feels the same way. I can’t imagine her enjoying anything as much as she enjoys doing those things to me.

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    1. Hi GrindRight!!!OMFG YOU ARE BACK!!!!! I get so happy when I see a story of yours, thank for bring it to us, dominant and submissive are my favorites, and you are undoubtedly one of the best in write this type!very good introductory chapter and I can’t wait to read moreeeeeeee!xoxo from one of your biggest fans!

    7. Thanks for coming back to the site with another interesting story of the darker side. Its good to get an understanding of things we don;t understand and I enjoy your stories because of that. Welcome back!

    8. Oh happy day! GR is back!!! :D I really was/am glad to see a story from you again. Never even knew I could so thoroughly enjoy a d/s story until you wrote one haha. I’m having the time of my life trying to figure out who is who in this first chapter and I can’t wait for more! Thanks for sharing your talent!

    9. YAY!!! SO happy to read from you again, GR!! You’re the best and this story is going in a very very interesting direction…I love it already, thanks so so much!! :) Cannot possibly wait for the next part!!!!

    11. Thanks, GR, for the validation…needed this story. Missed it being so busy. Love your description of the first caning…beautiful, perfect. Love the sound of it hitting the bed! Thanks for this and I’ll move on to read the next two installments!

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