Ashley

“Are you still reading that damn letter?” she knows how to ruin all of my quiet time

“No jess, well yeah but I just can’t stop thinking about it. She wants me to write her but I mean after this? I mean everything she said is true but why would I want to just reopen this wound?”

“well I mean you don’t have to write her. i think you should but if you aren’t ready then don’t rush. She will still be there when you do.”

“um no she won’t she said if she didn’t hear from me she’d assume I don’t want her around.”

“do you?” that’s a dumb question to ask. Why do people ask questions when they already know the answer?

“yeah Jessie I do. I don’t know I think I will write one later but for now lets just go somewhere please?”

Procrastination is my best friend right now

“Let’s go the gym, you need to work out those scrawny arm anyway haha.”

“ha whatever you ass.”

We get our stuff and go. I think I’ve been running away too much but at the moment it works for me. and seeing Jessie hot and sweaty definitely has my full attention. I’m going to have to write her soon but I just can’t do it yet.

It’s been 4 months, 4 damn months and spencer still hasn’t written me a letter. I don’t know if I should give up or just hold out some more. She frustrates the hell out of me sometimes and on top of that aiden is up my ass about everything I literally have no space. Speaking of aiden he’s just sitting at the computer looking at himself on facebook…again

“are you ever going to get off of that thing, really you’re obsessed.”

“Ashley get off my back I’m just checking my rankings.”

“again.”

“so what everyone does it…oh my god!”

“what, what’s wrong?”

“I dropped! I went from being number 2 to number 3 in hottest people!”

“oh my fucking god aiden grow some balls please, it’s not like you were number one anyway.”