“Jasper?” She said it in a pleading and confused voice.

I kissed her on her forehead lightly. Willing to silently send a message with it that this was as new and confusing to me as it was to her.

“Yes Bella?” Hoping that the desire I had for her was not being conveyed in my voice.

“What’s happening?” Still the confusion in her voice, she looked up to me with pleading eyes. Like she didn’t understand it, but didn’t need to. As if the realization that hit me earlier had hit her.

“I don’t know. What I do know is that holding you right now makes me feel complete, and I don’t want to let go.” Did I say too much? I mean, what I said was true, if I could gauge what I was feeling correctly. It was still too new to understand.

“I don’t know either. But, I feel drawn to you in a way that I cannot explain. I don’t want you to let go of me. Please, don’t let go.” The last came off as pleading, almost desperate. 

How else was I supposed to respond but to draw her in closer to me. If that was even possible. She brought her knees up to her body and I wrapped my left arm around them. I continued the assault on her back with my fingers. Her head was back on my chest. Not knowing where we were going to go from here I sighed deeply. All I knew is that tonight was going to be special.

BPOV

Ok, I was freaking out at this point. My life has taken a complete 180 from the time that I woke up this morning. Seriously! How does it go from both Emmett and Jasper giving me their traditional good morning kiss on the cheek, to being held in Jaspers arms. And not just being held in his arms to be comforted like he would do from time to time. No, while he was kissing me on the head and dragging his fingers up and down my back.

Quickly going over the number of drinks that I had tonight to make sure that I wasn’t so intoxicated that this was all a dream. Nope, I didn’t have too many drinks. Was I impaired? Yes.  But I was still in control. Or was I? I was so confused I didn’t know how to discern what was going through my mind.