So there I was, sitting on a chair in the hallway while I felt my hole entire world fall appart my heart was torn to shreds, the one person in my hole life to ever love me might not even know me.

"What is there to explain, that she’ll never love me again? Or the fact she might not even know me at all again?" I said rudely but still letting tears fall free.

"Ash, you can’t tell with these things trust me one minute they don’t remember at all the next you trigger something in them to remember everything again, usualy temperary memory loss last like a week to a month maybe" She told me as I lifted my head from looking at the ground to look into her eyes to see if she was lying.

"So if she saw a gift or something that reminded her of me she’ll go back to normal?" I asked full of hope.

"You never know, but for now I don’t want you to come on to strong since she thinks she’s with Carmen, and until she remembers you she’ll get freaked out since you’re 6 years younger" This can’t be happening? On my birthday? Can this get any worse??

"I can’t live without seeing her? Can’t I just pretend to be a friend for now?" I asked her hoping to say yes.

"Yes Ashley, but just watch yourself" She said smiling. I’ll try but god it’s going to hard! I better find something to trigger her memory and fast!

"Ok well I’m going to go in now, I wanna see how she’s doing" I said making my way up, feeling more confident then I did 2min ago.

"Ok I’ll be at in room 203 right beside here if you need me" She said before she left to help another patient.

I walked in and there she was, the love of my life, the one that always gave me hope to continue fighting for her, I don’t know what I’ll do if she never remembers me. I sat down on a chair right beside her bed so incase she woke she’d maybe remember me and she’d be back in my arms again. Doctor Carlin said it would only last to about a month or so, I can’t last a month without her being my girlfriend, wait I think she’s waking up…