"C-Carmen…?" She asked, just as I thought my heart could be torn to shreds she stomps on the falling pieces…

"No she’s not here" I told her, I can’t tell her my name until she asks, I haft to take baby steps.

"Who are you?" She asked me as she sat up instead of laying down.

"I’m your friend Ashley" I said trying as hard as I can to fight back tears.

"Ashley, hmm sounds familiar? Did we go to school together?" She asked me, something like that I guess.

"You actualy drive my school bus, we met the first day you transfered to L.A" I hope I’m not taking this too fast, it might be too much for her to process.

"Oh yeah I’m a bus driver, I’m Spencer Carlin nice to meet you, Alisa right?" This isn’t going to be easy.

"Ashley Davies" I said taking out my hand for her to shake.

"You’re really pretty Ashley" She told me, even if she lost her memory for now it feels like I finaly see the old Spencer coming back.

"Thanks, you’re not to bad yourself" I said smiling.

"So how old are you?" She asked me.

"Actualy today I’m 18, it’s my birthday" I told her, today we would have moved in together…I’m going to cry I can feel it everythings coming back to me, flashbacks of last night.

"Happy Birthday then!" She said giving me a big smile.

"Thanks Spence" I told her.

"My girlfriend calls me that, but I like it when you do for some reason" She said blushing.

"Who’s your girlfriend, she’s pretty lucky?" I said.

"Carmen, sorry about assuming you were her, it’s just I haven’t seen her in forever she didn’t even visite" She started. "I don’t even know how I got here to be honest, do you know?"

"Well all I know is that you came in last night" I can’t explain to her what happened or else she’ll never be able to regain consciousness of her surroundings herself.

"Maybe I got in a bus accident" She told me, try your so called "Girlfriend" gave you a beat down with her boys…

"I don’t know the only thing that matters is you’re safe right?" I can’t do this, I can’t look into her eyes and lie to her.