"No….no Ash, please, I need some space right now…" I told her.

     "From what spenc?" She asked getting a little upset.

     "My parents are getting divorced! My mom cheated on my dad!" I said rasing my voice.

     "Oh…Spencer, I’m so sor-" She started to say.

     "Look its fine, I need to go, I’ll talk to you later." I said before hanging up on her again. Why was I doing this? Part of me really just wants to be with Ashley because I know she will make me feel at least a little bit better. But the other half of me just doesn’t know what to do. Its like all the trust I had with my mom was lost, and I didn’t know how to deal with it. Maybe I should talk to my mom. I guess I should sometime. I can’t feel this way forever. I brought my self under the covers and quickly dozed off.

Ashley’s POV

      I feel so bad for Spencer. But she shouldn’t be pushing me away like this. She needs someone to comfort her and to be with her. So why won’t she let me? I got to the appartments and walked into Kylas room to talk.

     "So I found out why Spencers upset." I told her as I sat on her bed.

     "Really, whats wrong?" She asked.

     "Her mom cheated on her dad, so now her parents are getting a divorce." I told her.

     "Wow, poor Sepncer.." She said sitting down next to me on the bed.

     "I know, I asked her if I could come over and she totally shut me down, shes pushing me away like I pushed her when dad died…" I told Kyla.

     "Look she just needs sometime to get this through, this isn’t easy for her." She said.

     "I know that! But she knows I wanna be there for her!" I yelled getting up from the bed.

     "Ash, calm down." She said trying to help me.

     "I need to go out, I’ll be back later." I told her as I walked out of her room.

     "Where are you going?!" Kyla yelled.

     "Ego!" I yelled back before closing the front door and leaving.