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    Headlights On Dark Roads – (Chapter: Puff, Puff, Pass)

    Story written on July 23, 2007 by overdose.
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    Introduction.

    Don’t get me wrong, I’m not suicidal. I don’t want to die. I just want to try out everything that our social standards say is wrong. I want to know why it’s wrong.

    But it doesn’t just have to be these drives and urges that can be harmful. That you know are dangerous and unsafe. That you know can kill you.

    It can be wanting to touch someone’s hair just because it seems to be so unbelievably soft. Or wanting to put your hand over someone’s pounding heart just to know that the person is actually alive. That it throbs just like your own does against your panting chest. It could be anything, really, and it could be just as lethal in the end.

    ***

    "Spencer"

    "Spence!"

    Oh, that would be me.

    "Hmmm..?" A lazy smile covers my lips before I, yet again, take a deep drag of the flickering joint that’s in my hand.

    "Spence, I don’t know what they taught you at church today but in this house the rule is puff, puff, *pass*, sweetie. The good things in life never come for free, so don’t waste it!"

    The familiar and teasing voice outlines a just as well-known face when the thick smoke that passes through my lips slowly dissolves. And I give him the smile he deserves for always trying to keep me away from the dark places inside this weary head of mine.

    "Oh, you mean like the way you’re wasting it? I’m not the one in here with the lungs of a cow. You don’t even make it ’til the second puff before it’s out, D."

    D as in Danny.

    Danny, Danny, Danny.

    The boy next door with the sparkling smile, the glowing chocolate eyes and the dark wavy hair. The boy who thought that tugging at my ponytail in the playground would be proof enough for me to know that he liked me. The first boy to hold my hand.

    Danny, the boy who never managed to become more than my friend.
    My best friend.

    “Whatever, honey.”

    He teases back, just like he always does. Just like we’ve always done. Pushing the buttons because we know nothing will come of it. Pushing because we can. Because it’s a harmless game. Our harmless game.

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    5. okay so you have to keep going that was an amazing first chapter i don’t know what to say and i loved the ending how spence said she was the girl who always leaves when it’s my turn….god that was great….love it. PMS

    6. okay so you have to keep going that was an amazing first chapter i don’t know what to say and i loved the ending how spence said she was the girl who always leaves when it’s my turn….god that was great….love it. PMS

    11. Wow, what an amazing chapter. I love that last line “The girl who always leaves when it’s my turn.” That one statement says it all. I agree with with dawniekey and jbs10, Ashley feels the same way as Spencer does. Magnificent writing that conjures up pictures in the mind that are not to easily forgotten. PMS

    12. Wow, what an amazing chapter. I love that last line “The girl who always leaves when it’s my turn.” That one statement says it all. I agree with with dawniekey and jbs10, Ashley feels the same way as Spencer does. Magnificent writing that conjures up pictures in the mind that are not to easily forgotten. PMS

    13. i’m feeling it to be really difficult to write good feedback after a post like that. absolutely beautiful writing that stunned me in to a stupor. the last line is so telling, i cant wait to hear more from spencer.

    14. i’m feeling it to be really difficult to write good feedback after a post like that. absolutely beautiful writing that stunned me in to a stupor. the last line is so telling, i cant wait to hear more from spencer.

    15. I have never commented before..but I had to comment on this story because of the amazing writing, I absoulutly loved it and can not wait for another post. You are truly talented

    16. I have never commented before..but I had to comment on this story because of the amazing writing, I absoulutly loved it and can not wait for another post. You are truly talented

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