[b] Part One C [/b]

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Spencer found herself sitting in the middle of the floor, next to the large windows. She had found that sitting next to the windows made her feel in some way comfortable. Even though if she looked out the window and down there were about twenty other stories below her, it still gave her a false since of comfort.

She was typing away at the laptop below her, the crisp white Mac Book let up her face in the darkness of her room. She had purchased the laptop with her second check she had received from the infamous Ms. Davies. Having working here for about three weeks, the blond was used to not seeing her around. After they had all ate their little lunch together and went over some basic things, Ashley had not been seen around the apartment that much. A week after that the rocker left for New York for some publicity. She had only come back a few hours later when Spencer had but Amalia to bed.

[i] She didn’t even ask to see her daughter…[/i] Spencer thought.

They young mother had just came into the house went straight to one of the rooms Spencer dared not to retreat in. Spencer glanced at the small form underneath the covers of her bed. She had grown used to the little girl sleeping with her. After the third night of the tiny child waking up in the middle of the night yelling for her mother, Spencer decided to just have her sleep in her bed.

[i] I’m more a mother than she is…[/i] Spencer thought clicking on one of her friend’s myspace.

It has almost been four months since Spencer arrived in Los Angeles. She remembers the day she had decided to run off to the very large city.

It is fact that coming to Los Angeles you will eventually get lost in the crowd…and that is what she had wanted. She had been consumed by the small life in Ohio that it was eating at her. Everything that had happened to her in her past was all in that one little town and she couldn’t handle walking around with all those memories. Spencer always tried to determine when her life had suddenly went wrong but it was hard to determine.