I loved that I got to spend all day with my daughter,and all night with my husband.Sometimes I look back,at what I can remember,at my human life.How hould things differ if Renesme was not so..different? If Edward Cullen was a human? Would we be the same?

Though we didnt sleep,we used the bed.I guess for appearances…and other things.Sometimes I forget I don't need to sleep.I rolled over and closed my eyes.I guess Edward could feel the anxiety in the room because he was the first one to break the silence.

"Are you okay,love," Edward asked.

"I'm fine…Was that.."I couldn't finish the thought.

"Renesme is fine.You worry too much,Bella.Calm down." he placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed my foredhead.

In my human days,his hands would be ice cold and grip,unescapeable. Edward and Jasper were the only two people who could calm me. But since Alice and Jasper came back I've been uneasy around them. I love them unconditonally but the fact that they abandoned us. I shuddered at the thought..if I was capable of being cold. My human habits die hard.
Renesme is up. I didn' t see her but our connection plus my new vampire instincts…we were inseperable. Though I would never let her or anyone else know,in the beginning I was scared she would dismiss me for Rosalie. I was thankful she took care of her through my transformation but the longing for a child that Rose had was..startling at best. I rose swiftly almost dancing as I went to get our daughter. I could hear Edward chuckle in the backround. I took Renesme and brought her to our bed. Edward had already rose,dressed and got back in bed.Yes it was one of those nights! I placed our other half in between us.

"Daddy is funny" Renesme's voice was just as velvety smooth as his.
I looked up at Edward to see him making funny faces at his daughter. I smiled at their bond. 

I recalled when I'd found out that Jacob imprinted on my daughter,our daughter. I was determined to make sure Edward didn't feel the same pain as when Jacob was near me. I didn't bother him that much but he knew our history. I wanted him to know Renesme was his no matter what. I'm sure he knew but some extra convincing couldn't hurt.