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Now life can really start – (Chapter: Intro)
While he was inside, i went out drinking with my best friend from school, Chelsea, we were both abit drunk, and she nearly fell down the stairs, so i tried to catch her, but nearly fell myself. A guy grabbed hold of me and stopped us both from falling. He spent the rest of the night with us. When we left to go home he gave me his number, my cousin Clay knew him, and said he was a nice guy, so i took it. Clay was a doorman at the club we were in and he was dating Chelsea, so when we left Clay offered to give Tyson a lift home. He was black, so i was scared to be with him, as i was so scared of my mum, and by now im 22 years old. But thankfully she didnt find out. We started chatting via text, then met up, and then we became an item. He was lovely for first 3 months, then he changed. I found out he cheated on me, but gave him another chance because he was talking about a future, getting married, having kids, and i fell for it. So we tried for a baby, i still didnt enjoy how the baby is made, but want the baby so badly i kept at it. I want nothing more than to have a baby, someone to love unconditionally and for them to love me the same. After eight months it still hadnt happened and i found out he cheated again, so i ended it.
A month or so after that i started to see Ashley again, But now she had a boyfriend, his name was Aiden, and theres something about him i just dont like. It was about 5 and half years since i properly saw Ashley, more than just a ‘hello, how are you’ kinda thing, this was spending whole evenings together, with other people mind, but still not done in so long. When i saw her again, and we chatted, i fell right back in love with her, but i couldnt show it. We saw each other all the time after that, at least once a week, and she became my own personal hairdresser too. After a while, she began flirting with me, i flirted back. She was still with Aiden, so i didnt know how to take it, but she told me she loved me before i said it to her, and even then she didnt break up with Aiden. We went on flirting, it hurt like hell not to be able to pull her to me and kiss her. But it hurt even more when he kissed her. So as we flirted i tried so hard not to fall any harder. Ashley’s birthday was world cup match day, so she had to work, i was the first person to text her, as always. When she got home i was at her mums house as we had a lil party while watching the match, she said thank you for the message and kissed me, nothing major, but something that felt right, felt good.
Sean was out of prison, and i had give him his second chance, i think also to take my mind off Ashley, as i wanted her so bad but could not have her. But Sean blew it.
Now im single, and plan to be for a while, wanna meet someone special, and it will defo be a girl. Not seen Ash for a few months now, its to hard too.
I met up with an old friend a few nights ago, my mum and her mum went to school together, so ive know her all my life, we all met up at the pub over the road from my house, had abit to drink, when pub closed we still wanted to catch up, so we went to Eves house (mums friend). Me and Roxy were having a cigarette and a catch up outside in the garden, and i told her im gay, and all about my mum, and why im scared to tell her. Then we told Eve, as shes my mums age, to get some advise, and find out how she thinks my mum would react. They were both there for me that night. We or I asked Eve if she would tell my mum for me, hopefully to ease the blow abit, and she can talk to her abit for me. But my mum being my mum, went crazy, said its disgusting, wrong, vile and she will never accept it. Eve and Roxy, gave me the courage to come out to my mum, i was hoping for a better reaction, but i know what my mums like, so expected it. But least now im dont have to pretend im something im not just to please her, i can finally be me. Without Eve and Roxy i would still be in the closet, pretending to be something im not. For that i will always be thankful to them both. ![]()
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True stories are great! You have an interesting life. So, I wanna see how this goes!