All thought died away at seeing those blue eyes. Beautiful, familiar, warm, and loving- they were in shock, examining every inch of her from head to toe. They met her brown, pinning them down with an intensity that pierced through the fog of ecstasy. The brunette felt her, her fears and concerns. The way her lips parted before quickly closing again. The blonde stood speechless and didn’t know what to think of the girl standing before her wearing clothes that left little to the imagination. Most of her abdomen revealed, brutal words hidden along with a bruise that took hours to properly cover, one she vowed Spencer would never see.
Standing outside on the door step, like an open book, she saw all of Spencer’s concerns. Always concerned…why? Ashley didn’t understand why she always wore such a painful expression whenever she was around. The brunette found herself wishing she were like everyone else. Someone oblivious to her inner turmoil, someone who didn’t give a fuck! Tears burned behind her eyes and she wasn’t sure why. Crying wasn’t what she had in mind showing up. The plan was to sleep with Spencer and leave. A booty call, that’s what this was about.

Spencer just wanted to cum.

Acting impulsively, face expressionless, hiding what was numbing all over again. There was no guilt or arousal as she pressed her body into the blonde’s. Closing her eyes, she was briefly aware of the warm breath tickling her skin followed by the feel of soft lips pressed against hers. With one hand she cupped her face, deepening the kiss, teasing her tongue, and with the other she cupped her breast kneading it through her clothing. She was going to make Spencer feel better than the fucker in the bathroom! Her girlfriend was going to cum and cum and cum and cum- The blonde turned away from the kiss and gently pushed her back. “What are you doing?”

The question took her off guard and she stared strangely into the blonde’s eyes wondering why they weren’t darkened with desire or why she didn’t give her a hungry stare like the stranger in the restroom. Didn’t she love her petite body? “I-I…” Her lips sealed shut and she looked down. “Isn’t this what you want?”