All day and everyday Ashley has been texting me still trying to figure out where I stand.  I find myself keeping my phone on silent and being alittle more sneaky about texting so my roomies won’t notice me always on my phone.  I don’t want to explain who I’m talking to and what about.  Kyla keeps trying to call me out knowing who I’m talking to and how distracted I’ve been.  I try to be careful because I don’t want Madison to catch on since I’m kind of falling in the same patterns that she does with Beth.  I’m kind of being cruel to Ashley I keep playing games.  I never answer her questions first I always make her answer then give an open response.  I like to play on waords and have to admit I’m pretty damn good at it.  I still can’t get my head sorted I don’t know if I should believe her with the things she is saying.  All of a sudden confessing to me that she has feelings, how do I know she isn’t just saying that?  That I’m not just something she wants to conquer then be done with me?  Not to mention she has a boyfriend who she doesn’t plan on breaking up with anytime soon.

I’ve already decided that this semster sucks ass.  I have no clue where to begin on my personal life thats fucking chaos.  Coach all of a sudden wants to do spring training at 6AM which means after running and working out I will have to rush to my 8 o’clock class.  And who wouldn’t want to go to class with a load that consist of microbiology, genetics, applied statistics, social problems, and labs.  Yup this semster just keeps getting better and better good thing its only the start argh!

The first couple of days of spring training went well my leg for once actually held up.  I’m in the middle of the pack which has never happened.  I don’t understand  it hasn’t stopped bothering me since season and now all of a sudden its fine?  Well I thought it was till Friday when we had to do stairs.  All that movement didn’t take long to make my leg pop.  Coach pulled me and made me sit till I talked to Tim and Ashley.  During the spring we don’t have a trainer since Ashley has to cover softball.  Finally after catching them both in the training room I got the bad news that I am getting pulled for the rest of the spring.  Not only do I not get to work out again I still have to come and just watch them, yes watch them run at 6 in the morning.  Don’t you just envy me hearing that now?  No worries though my Friday wouldn’t be complete unless something else happened and of course I wasn’t let down.  Our water heater went out so we didn’t have any hot water which meant no showers.  Our landlord is out of town this weekend so who knows when it will be fixed.