I immediately had this unbelievable feeling rush over my body.  I felt comfortable, safe, relaxed, and most importantly it was like everything fell right into place perfectly.  It was like right when we had that contact time I froze I was motionless just staring into her eyes.  She was staring back giving me that look asking if it was alright, but I couldn’t nod or move.  I was just I I don’t know amazed at how right this all felt all I could do was give alittle sqeeze.  Next thing I know is she let go of my hand and that incredible feeling that I have never felt before was instantly gone.  I think you could even say I was hurt that I didn’t have that contact anymore.  So I just turned back to the movie with my hands above me head hoping that I will feel her soft skin that I was already longing for.  All of a sudden she came down to the floor with me and was in my arms.  Oh my god this feeling now is way stronger than before.  I don’t even think I could describe it.  She turns over and is now laying into me, I can’t stop smiling.  I bet if she looked up she would of seen such a goofy smile.

"You don’t want to watch the movie?" I ask softly

"Do you want me to. I can turn back around"

"No no your fine really this is perfect"

We stayed like that for a good 10 minutes before her phone went off signaling a text.  I knew right away that it was from Aiden.  Fucking Aiden ruining a perfect moment.  Once she left my arms to check her phone it felt like everything that just happened was a dream.  Like her absence was me waking up.  I sat up and moved towards the recliner leaning up against it trying to shake this desire of wanting her close.  She grabbed her phone and sat next to me putting her head on my shoulder.  Once again things were perfect but that didn’t last because there goes her phone again.  Can he just not leave her alone its late and she is suppose to be "in bed" why is he still texting her?  I looked at my phone and told her I better go before my roommates notice I’m still gone.  She looked sad but said she understood.  I wanted to stay but her texting Aiden was getting to me, so thought it would be better to leave.  So I stood up and thanked her for having me and rushed out the door before she even stood up. 

What am I getting myself into she has a boyfriend?  It’s clear she isn’t going to leave him especially not for me.