She tried to speak but I quickly cut her off.

“And are you fucking serious? Of all things to be the best in your life, you side with a rapist who raped your children; your own flesh and blood. You know what mother I hope I see you in hell.”I screamed at her. I couldn’t fathom her stupidity or blindness anymore. Doesn’t she realize the world around her is collapsing and ending?

“Oh and one more thing Mother, you asked why I killed him? I killed the fucker simply because I could. And I forgot to tell you, the best thing in your life is at the hospital, possibly dying.” I snarled to her. There was nothing more to be said.

There was no retaliation, she was silent. I hope I got through to her and she realized this wasn’t about her for once.

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I opened my eyes. Tears were streaming down my face. I looked over and Spencer’s eyes were burning into mine. They were searching for answers to the mystery.

“Tell me?” She whispered. Her tone was calming and comforting.

 I couldn’t tell her, it would jeopardize this relationship or at least what I hoped this was we shared.

“Spencer what are we?” My voice quivered. I was scared of how she was going to answer. I couldn’t deal with another heart break.

“Ashley I want you, and only you.” She paused before continuing “Will you be my girlfriend?” Her voice conveyed love, the only thing I ever wanted.

Words could not describe how I felt. This moment was seemed so serene. I have waited for years for someone to want me, just me and nothing else.

 “Ashley, um are you going to answer?” Her voice shuddered.

I was pulled back to reality.

“God yes, I’m so sorry for making you wait, I just needed to process this moment. I wanted to make sure this was real.” I told her.

She laughed and leaned in to capture my lips. Her lips were tender against mine; they gave me reassurance and hope.

“So are you going to tell me about earlier?” Her voice was seldom again.

I can’t believe I’m going to say this but:

“We need to get some sleep, for school tomorrow. You know since you’re with me now, you need to look your best.” I smirked.