Hey guys where did you all go? I said a goodbye fuck and you disappeared for a month. Yeah a month. Are you a prude, it’s ok if you are. Don’t give me that ‘I wanted to give you privacy’ cuz I honestly don’t care. As long as you never mention it and stay invisible. Which isn’t hard for you since you’re only in my head. Oh man now I’m crazy.

Anyway, a lot has happened since then. Well not really a lot. Just a few changes. What? No I will not tell you what went down that night, or who. Ha ha. I am a lady and ladies never kiss and tell. If you want to know you’ll just have to wait til the next time. And only God knows when that’s going to be. So a while back after I slept around for a year I decided that I would only sleep with someone if I was in a commited relationship. It sucks sometimes. Cuz sometimes I’m single. Those are the worst times. OK back to what I was talking about before you rudely interrupted me. Okay I accept your apology.

So a lot has happened in the last month. Jill and I had amazing and hot sex for two weeks until she left for Yale. She said she would keep in contact as much as she could. She was after all still one of my closest friends. Abby after talking to Glen forever decided to go to Yale too. They on the other hand were going to try the whole long distance relationship. Of course they had that love that Clay and Chelsea, and Aiden and Kyla have. You know the one I’m totally jealous of. Anyway it’s going to be really hard on them, but I think they have a chance.

Madison was offered a bunch of scholarships to different schools and had said she was going to USC with me and Aiden but then changed her mind. Because she had the opportunity to tour with some singers. I don’t remember who all she’s touring with. There was a long list. So she left a couple of nights after the graduation party.

Then about a week ago Clay left for Harvard. Yeah I know I thought that he was going to USC too, but he was able to come up with the money for Harvard. I know Clay has rich grandparents, but don’t like that he’s black. I guess he went to them and told them that they are family and they are paying for Spencer to go to school. If they wanted he would pay them back with interest. Well they were so impressed by his initiative they said they would pay for everything. All he had to do is make sure he has impecable grades and that he becomes the best whatever he decides to be. I know totally cool.