Part 12

The escape… in the mirror

It sounded, as if Jenny would repent, which had happened and that she would turn back the time, if she could do it as I…

„That I became also gladly. „I whispered. Jenny saw me asking on „which would become you also gladly?”

„The time turn back and everything undo. „I said hesitant, I had the feeling it to have completely misunderstood.

„ But, Tina, how you get on that I wanted to turn back the time? No, I would not like that. Everything has happened what, had to happen so and it was good that it has happened. It was well good for me, well for Tim, for our life. What do you believe, how it…, how we would have ended, if that had not passed everything? A daily we would have waked up, next to each other lying in our age-old marriage bed to say ourselves in order to state that we have nothing more that we wasted our life with a dream, which was not ours that we felt a longing in us, which we cannot seize into words that we should try to break out of this life. What do you believe, how we would be ended?”

„Now I do not know, Jenny, but I understand', what you mean. I repent, which happened with me and bed, and that I did not try to stop it. Do you never repent?”

Jenny shook the head „Never…Look, do not understand me not wrongly, I today some differently would surely make. “With it smiles hardly noticeable. „, I would pain-do Tim not so much, would not talk I with him about everything. I would let Marina not go, would not permit that she does herself such a thing, with it a solution would find, it would say that I love her. But like that it was evenly not, Tina. I did not know at that time, what I know today. Thus the only one, which I would have to repent, would be to have been stupid. But times honestly, one can really say that? I mean, then we would have to repent our whole life, because we were than we it today are at that time ever stupider. We would run thus the stupidity always afterwards and that would be then probably really stupid, or?”