“I sort of kissed Madison” She says as she grabs me tightly, probably making sure I wont storm out of here or something, which is exactly what I want to do.

“What?!” I scream. Spencer holds me down and snuggles into my neck, she kept trying to kiss me but I am just so mad, I turn away each time, and she still won’t get the point that I want to just leave and hate her, I want to, but I just can’t.

“Spencer, let me go” I yell, but she won’t let go

“Spencer, let me go now” I scream a little louder

“No Ashley, I love you, I don’t want you to leave.” She says and I can hear the lump in her throat, she’s about to cry.

“If you loved me, you wouldn’t have kissed that whore” I scream out, I see her actually think about it for a second, and I finally think she is going to let go, but nope, this girl just won’t quit.

“I do love you, that is why I told you, and why I am not letting you go till you promise me that you won’t leave” She tells me

“You are in no position to make me promise anything” I yell at her

“Yes I am, I love you”

“Stop saying that, you don’t” I tell her, if she did she wouldn’t have kissed that bitch.

“Yes I do, so stop struggling, and let me just explain”

“What the fuck could you possibly explain”

“How would you feel if I had a boyfriend” I stopped struggling, thinking how much that would hurt me, I start to cry.

“I told you I broke up with him”

“Ash, I didn’t know that, I swear, if I had known, I wouldn’t have given Madison a second thought, you have no idea how much it hurt, I swear to god, if I knew you were just going to break up with him, this wouldn’t have happened, if I hadn’t felt so betrayed I wouldn’t have done anything, but god I love you so much, my heart just felt like it was stomped on, please, please forgive me, I didn’t mean it, it wont ever happen again, I just want to be with you.”