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    Beyond My Knowing, chapter 19

    ”It’ll be alright, my asasha… we’ll be alright.” Kes told her softly. ’Asasha’ was a Kazon word for ’treasured and beloved daughter’.

    Tresit came over and sat on the edge of the bed, looking worried but unsure of what he could do or say to help. His and Kes’s eyes met and Kes could see the guilt hiding there – he thought this was his fault. Whether it was because what he’d done was wrong or not, he was the reason why Lanam was upset and they both knew that was true. Still, she offered him an encouraging look as she softly repeated ”We’ll be alright, I promise.”

    He looked grateful to her for having said it, and Kes offered him a small smile in response.

    Lanam seemed to slowly calm down and move back from clinging to her to dry her tears. Kes touched her hair and cupped her chin lightly, Lanam nuzzling her hand a little and closing her eyes. ”Lanam, what’s wrong? Please, will you tell me?” Kes asked softly.

    ”I don’t know…” Lanam replied in a small voice.

    ”…Are you scared?” Kes asked, making a guess from the jumble of feelings she couldn’t help but vaguely sensing from her. ”Maybe, um… maybe about going to sleep and Tresit not being there when you wake up? Are you worried it could happen again?” She asked, meeting Tresit’s eyes again and seeing the renewed guilt there.

    ”Maybe, I guess.” Lanam admitted, sounding a little embarrassed to admit to it. ”I thought… I thought maybe he’d go away, like father, that you’d go away too…”

    ”I’ll always try very hard to make sure that doesn’t ever happen. I promise.” Kes told her gently.

    Lanam didn’t say anything, she just hugged her again. ”…I love you, momma.” Lanam told her softly at last.

    ”…I love you too, asasha. We all do, so much.” Kes told her.

    Lanam sniffed and sat back again, realizing she couldn’t stay where she was forever. Kes handed her over to Anara then. ”Momma.” Lanam said again, snuggling up to Anara for another hug and sounding in much improved spirits. Anara soon got up with their daughter in her arms and sat on her and Tresit’s cot, starting to sing one of her people’s songs in a soft but so beautiful voice.

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    1. love the pace of this chapter and the patience/tenderness kes shows lanam and tresit.hoping these dreams mean anara will gain her sight back and their love for 1 another remains strong.thanks,pps

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