I can’t leave and start again somewhere new

I can’t if it’s at a place where there’s no you

It hurts so bad, you’re so divine

But never will you be mine

Never will I know what it feels like

To be held by you for the rest of my life

I can’t walk this line between laughter and tears

Between eternal hope and never-ending fears

I can’t touch the sky if you’re not there to lift me up

If you’re not there to make me so high

I know that if you leave, I can’t make you stay

I know that you are not naïve, I know that you would say

That it doesn’t matter in the end

Because all you wanted to be was my friend

Slowly your words are killing me deep inside

But I continue to fake a smile

I try to ignore that I’ll be without you

I try to ignore that I am so blue

I can’t walk this line between laughter and tears

Between eternal hope and never-ending fears

I can’t touch the sky if you’re not there to lift me up

If you’re not there to make me so high

I can’t deny this feeling, it’s taking over me

I can’t accept that you and me is only in my dreams

I can’t leave and start again somewhere new

I can’t if it’s at a place where there’s no you

I can’t walk this line between laughter and tears

Between eternal hope and never-ending fears

I can’t touch the sky if you’re not there to lift me up

If you’re not there to make me so high

The only thing I ever really wanted to do

Was take you someplace, and never let go of you

I bow my head, not ready to face the others. I’m ashamed because I know that they will think it sucks. I wrote the song yesterday after Tina left me in such an insecure position, it was a moment of high emotions and it all just came flowing out of me.

A tear flows down my cheek when I think of how it all aches so much. They probably think this is about Carmen, before I was okay with her and Shane. I prefer to let them think that than spill out the truth and betray Tina. I feel betrayed by her and am determined not to do the same.