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    Abyss

    Story written on October 9, 2006 by moho.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=62772
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    Tina’s Story

     

    Yes, I can definitely say that I am still in love with her. I guess that is why I haven’t left. I still hold out hope that we can fix this; that we can pull this relationship from the edge. Luckily, we haven’t had any children yet. Hell, we’ve never even had the commitment ceremony that we always dreamed of having. I think what hurts me the most, is that I gave Bette a ring, many years ago now, and she no longer wears it. As a matter of fact, I am not sure that she even knows where it is. I took it from the drawer that she kept it in and put it in my own jewelry box; where it has remained for the last several months. She has never asked about it. It hurts, every time I look at it or think about it. I don’t mention my hurt anymore. I’m not sure why, I just don’t.

     

    Sometimes, I wonder if we are staying together because we’ve been together so long. Or is it because we’ve built this beautiful business together? I can’t say that I know why she stays. I asked her a while back, flat out; I said “Bette, we are obviously unhappy in this relationship, so why do you stay?” She looked me square in my eyes and said “Why do you?” that’s it, nothing more. I didn’t challenge her, I rarely do these days. I am very tired and the energy required to challenge her has been drained out of me over this journey to the disconnected thing that we call our life, our relationship.

     

    What does she say about all of this? Well the thing is that she says that she still loves me. I don’t know; I’m not sure that I feel that. Without a doubt, I feel needed in this relationship, but I can’t say that I feel wanted or loved. We’re just here. She mentioned several weeks back that she thought that if this relationship was to improve that we needed to seek professional help. Neither of us has made a move to do so or even mentioned the possibility since that day.

     

    I guess we are still falling into the abyss of darkness. We have not hit rock bottom yet. Once we do, maybe we can recapture the spark, the joy, the pure unsullied love of our past. Just maybe we can rise again, if not we always have the memory of our love. What is it that they say? It’s better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. Well, let’s hope that this is not the end of our story. The story of Bette and Tina hopefully can still end at forever.

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    1. I like this story. Good effort for your first time. You have the mechanics down (spelling, grammar,etc.) which is really a good thing. Now just expand on your story. I am waiting to read Bette’s POV.

    4. I think this story is great! Very well written, expresses the pain and uncertainty so clearly. I really liked it and I am not a Tibetter!! Very very good first chapter.

    6. this is so incredibly sad, i hope we’ll get bette’s POV on that situation and i also hope that they will work it out because i’m a tibetter…thank you

    8. I don’t want to say anything unseemly about losing your virginity. Let’s just say, I savored the moment and the earth definitely moved for me. Hope we can do it again, soon!

    12. Wow, for your first time that was awesome. I’m sad and depressed but thats exactly how it should have made me feel. Gotta say it is probably something all of us could relate to at one time or another. I await Bette’s side of the story with great aprehension, but with hope that our two girls will resolve they’re issues.

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