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    Addicted

    Story written on January 22, 2007 by vfullart.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=64143
    Author Notes:

    There’s a bar, it’s dark and smoky. Imagine this was filmed in black and white. It works better that way.

    “I don’t have anything else to say to you, Tina.” Bette fought to disregard the sharp pain that spread through her gut when she said the woman’s name. They stood in silence for what seemed like an eternity. Finally, Bette shook another cigarette out of the packet and lit it with the one hanging from her lips. She handed the new cigarette over without taking her eyes off the street below.

    It was now Tina’s turn to mumble in gratitude. The normally health conscience woman smoked like she had been doing it her whole life.

    Bette couldn’t help but admire the lush pink lips in her peripheral vision. She finished her own cigarette by dropping it and snuffing it out with the toe of her black heels. “You shouldn’t smoke.” She took Tina’s cigarette. Weakness lead her to take a long drag before she disposed of it as well. “The baby,” she said in way of explanation.

    Tina stared longingly at the crushed cigarette. “I won’t see her tonight. She is at her Auntie Alice’s.”

    Bette arched her eyebrow in a silent question.

    “Shane’s with them.”

    Bette nodded her acceptance at the situation. She leaned back to use the darkness to her advantage. “I could’ve watched her.”

    Tina watched the shadows wishing she could see into their depths. “No, you couldn’t have.” She wondered if she truly heard the sharp intake of breath or if she imagined it. Tina shifted closer to Bette so she could whisper, “I was looking for you.”

    Bette was grateful for the clouds that had parked themselves in front of the moon. If it hadn’t been for her shroud of darkness she would have been completely exposed. “Why?” She asked softly even though she felt like screaming. Why wouldn’t Tina leave her alone? She haunted Bette’s waking thoughts as well as her dreams. The only time she was rid of Tina was when she was in the embrace of another woman and even then it was only a fifty fifty chance.

    “I need,” Tina waved her hand at the space between them, “this.”

    “Why?”

    Tina stepped back to lean against the railing. She smiled. “You sound like Angelica. She has begun to ask why all the time.”

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    1. Before I read I’ll make a quick comment on the Hispanic thing. I noticed that “South of Nowhere” has Valery Ortiz. Now, I know she may be a bit young, but if she wasn’t on SoN…well you get the idea. Granted that’s just based on her surname I don’t know her complete background.

    2. I say post both endings. It gives us more to read. lol I completely suck at the noir thing mostly because I don’t understand what noir is exactly. Sort of like how I don’t understand what is goth. This is both lovely and sad. I like it. PPS!

    3. Lamentamini, Film Noir means black film. It is not really a genre as much as a mood. Most Noir were filmed in Black and white (even after color became popular. They are most often detective or crime dramas. The most common theme is the fight against the “man”. These films came into being after WWII, left behind was the gaiety of the twenties and the patriotism of the war. Noir are of course very bleak, it is near impossible to win against the system.

    4. “Like some sort of femme fatale waiting to seduce Bogart.” — that’s actually pretty much exactly what I thought when I read your summary and the beginning of the story. Glad to see you posting again. It’s hard to choose between sappy and noir, they’re too different and I like both of them, posting two endings wouldn’t be bad either. Waiting for more :)

    6. That noir effect really add another dimention to the desolate and angst between these two. I really enjoyed reading this, posting both endings would be fine by me… but save the sappy one last ;)

    8. WOW, was I ever surprised when I saw that you had posted. Reading this makes me realize just how much I miss your writing. You are a very talented woman. Whatever ending you want to post is fine, I just hope you keep writing. Oh and yes I was also very surprised to see your restraint about Papi, because I have heard you on this subject. And before you start yelling at me…yes you are right about it.

    9. So happy to see you back…and what a comeback!!! Wow, wow, WOW!!! As for the ending…totally up to you, but it is winter in Seattle, which means it is dark, cold, and oh so dreary. So, happy sappy is good for me! Thanks!

    10. welcome back, i kept thinking when you would…well, i would love something happy sappy in this noir story which indeed dark and sad and powerful and intense…you can post both of them of course, but i would have to read happy several times then :) and really, welcome back

    11. Hey V! IC is too busy casting Asians to play Hispanics to have any left to play Asians. Oh, maybe you mean the far east Asians. I think there are a few on the west coast, even up in Canada, so why IC is blind to them I can’t answer. The lord moves in mysterious ways, but at least this season is shaping up better than the confused pile of shit last season was (again, no explanation for that). Good to see you back.

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