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All The White Horses: Part One (1/5)
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If
there was anything that Dana Fairbanks had a lifetime worth of
experience in it was being in denial. From her own sexuality, to her
relationship with Alice imploding, and now to the state of her rapidly
decreasing health she had managed to steep herself in enough denial
while telling herself that everything was fine that she almost believed
it.
Almost but not quite.
Because not even Dana could convince herself everything was fine when
she was sitting inside of the excruciatingly white painted office of
Oncologist, Dr. Tyler Fields. She was there because Lara asked it of
her and Dana couldn’t seem to deny the redhead anything. Not after the
way she treated her in the past weeks as she ignored her family,
friends, and everything that used to matter to her just to join the
massive herd of tabloid documented in crowd celebrities.
How had things gotten like this? Though it seemed like it was a
lifetime ago, at this time last year she had been blissfully happy and
head over heels in love. Then it all fell apart and Dana had never been
completely sure of the reason why.
Yes, it had to do with Alice’s insecurity in relationships. The fact
that she had been left over and over by those who claimed to care for
her. That the ones who mattered most to Alice were those who betrayed
her the deepest. And yes, it had to do with the fact her relationship
with Lara never had come to a comfortable resolution. But that didn’t
explain the aftermath of their break up. The harassing calls, the near
car chases, and the angry diatribes on the radio that had gone on and
on until it seemed as if they might never stop.
Then suddenly one day they did stop and Dana found herself going from
days to a week to a month to almost seven months with little knowledge
of what was going on in Alice’s life. She could’ve asked their friends
but as she pulled away from the blonde due to her behavior, Dana
couldn’t help but pull away from their friends as well. She didn’t want
to make anyone take sides and she couldn’t help but think that Alice
needed their support more than she did.
So when on a whim she turned on the radio to listen to The Chart while
driving to yet another pointless Hollywood party the last thing she
expected to hear was Alice laughing happily while gently teasing Helena
Peabody about the oddities of being British. She listened as they
talked about aimless things, like why Helena called the hood of a car a
bonnet and how wrong it was that she didn’t know what Little House On
The Prairie was.
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You’re back! I love the story. Post soon.
Great story. I was excited when you mentioned you were writing this fic and you sure didn’t disappoint. You write so well, it’s always a pleasure reading your work. Thanks for sharing.
awesome story! so sad yet hopeful. i agree with fibbie – you do write so well. your writing style is one of the best on this site. have you ever been published?
Although I’m not a Alice/Dana fan, you write so incredibly well that you’ve converted me. I especially like your intros with songlists and diatribes against those that you’re po’ed at. I have read your stories on your website. I consider you to be the benchmark to which all other Danish stories are to be compared and evaluated. You’ve got the skillz, gf!
Reading this made me realize just how much I’ve missed your stories. This gives me hope for season 3. Up until now I’ve been in a bad mood due to the spoilers, and a slowly diminishing faith in danish. I also love the way you write Helena. Your comments on the other board about Dana were so dead on. It felt as though you were voicing my opinion as well as your own. I would have commented there, but I don’t know how to do the spoiler font. I hope you update soon.
Spoiler font on MediaBlvd is [spoiler]Insert your spoilery text[/spoiler] Now you can post! lol. Okay, yeah. I’m a dork. And no, I’ve never been published. I sadly lack the attention span and talent to try developing original fiction.
Wow! Fantastic writing! I almost didn’t read because of the spoiler warning but am thrilled that I did. Look forward to the next installment.
This is great. You really capture Dana and Alice’s relationship and interaction quite well. I have to admit the “rumors” for season 3 are pretty depressing, but stories like this keep the hope alive for some happier moments mixed with bad. Great story.
Thanks for writing this! Your writing is great as usual, dreiser! I’m very interested to see where you’re going with this fic. I have one question, though: Why always the NC-17 rating?
that’s a good question Vaya..I thnk u like the onli 1 2ask that..hehe I been wonderin bout that aswell dreiser..y always NC-17 rating when it aint always a NC-17 chapter?? not that I mind :p ..ne who0oo ur BAK!?!?! :D yaaa..WB! u been missed! I been missin ur striez, GRT as alwayz!! I LUV how u write S3 fan-fic!! u make me S3 wish’z cum true! :) THNX lot4writing mate, dun stop..I Friggin Luv: “All The White Horses” as much as I do luv: “Bitter Endings, Sweet Beginnings”
I suppose I use NC-17 rating because I like to force people to log on to read my fanfics. If that’s still the case. I don’t know. I’ve gotten complaints in terms of my story content and ratings before from other sites so I rather just tag all my fics as the very “worst” and leave it at that. To be honest, I never pay attention to the ratings when I pick out stories to read so I didn’t really think anyone else did either. lol. Sorry. It’s a quirk.
glad you’re back! love the story..feels like im picturing season 3..only, this is just too good to be true (the connection of alice and dana) but at least i found a version of S3 i’d like to see…
You are one of my favorite writers. You do it so well. I love how they’re ok, and Alice is willing to be there even if she thinks Dana doesn’t feel the same.
luv this story. great beginning and can’t wait to see more of these two reconciling. :D
this is great but I just hope that nothing bad has to happen to dana please post soon
you write so beautifully… i dread this story but figure i’ll come along with you- for now anyway.
Awww i just love your alice and dana stories ^_^ This is soo how i want season 3 to be….its amazing…Your a fantastic writer
Danish fics are starting to get buried in the update page. Anyway, you have no idea how glad I am to see you writing again! If S3 has even an ounce of your style and wit in it then I’m sure I’d be twice as addicted…only if I actually get hear Helena calling Alice ‘Darling’ then it wouldn’t be worth it. Lol, nice touch. As for the NC-17 rating – I’m a big Danish perv so it gives me some hope that Danish might be ‘getting it’ together. So please, continue giving me high hopes!
Great story! Thank you so much, you’re so very eloquent. I absolutely love your writing style. And I love the way you portray Helena, I think there is so much more to her character than they have shown in the L word. I can’t wait to see her and Alice become friends in Season 3. I hope you post again soon.
I’ve read this twice now, so I think it’s time to leave a comment. Is it possible to become a dreiser geekfan, because that is what I’ve become. I love your Alice always, but I’ve love your Helena also, I hope on the show they write her simular to the way you have written her. I can hope right lol. As always you have the Dana/Alice nailed. But you also give us a nice Alice/Helena relationship. Great as always. Plus I hope you haven’t droped your other story, I loved it and still check both her and your website often hoping for an update. Enjoy your break from college, and if you see yourself becoming bored, hey we would love to read anything you might write. Thanks again for the wonderful chapter. Deb