Bette could feel the warm body by her side, moving, tossing. She wanted to reach it and put it closer but she was still afraid to move, afraid to face the illusion. She wanted to enjoy the bitter sweet memories that were caressing her soul. Images of last nights events were running through her mind making her to shiver.


Bette found Shanes note and as she smiled at the idea of her friend going back to her old habits she heard her cell beeping. It was Alice asking her to meet them at Milk. She wanted to celebrate Shanes comeback. Bette thought it for a second and to Alices surprise, she accepted. It was time for her to go out with her friends again, she said to a very excited Alice.

Bette changed into her usual outfit; black slacks (Tinas favourites, she remembered), a white t-shirt, black high heels boots and her much loved long black leather coat. She drove to Milk and took a few minutes to find the courage to enter. It was the first time she was in public by herself, without Tina. She was getting prepared for all the looks, all the nodding, all the stares. She knew that for a couple of weeks her break up with Tina was the hot gossip around and was getting use to the idea of facing all those women.

Sighing deeply she opened the door and entered. Getting used to the little light she scanned the place looking for Alice and Shane but as she was walking towards the bar she noticed a small commotion on the dance floor. It looked as if somebody was being watch by almost every woman at the club. From where Bette was she could not see what the commotion was about but then she saw Alice and Shane looking at the dance floor too. As Bette reached them she noticed the song that was being play and smiled, it was one of Tinas favourite, it was Sarandonga By Lolita. It was a silly very funny song that Wendie showed them once after one of her trips. Tina used to love dancing to that song.
Smiling from the memories Bette tapped on Alices shoulder trying to get her attention. The moment Alice and then Shane turned to meet Bette, she saw what the commotion was about.


Tina was dancing in the middle of the dance floor. It looked like she was by herself, so lost she was in the music. But Bette noticed a beautiful woman dancing with her, or trying to. To Bettes dismay she had to admit they made quite a couple. Tina was looking as beautiful as ever and was wearing Bettes favourite shirt. Those bare shoulders! Bette thought sighing deeply.

After a couple of minutes staring at her, Bette moved towards Tina without noticing what she was doing. When she realized what she was doing she was taking Tinas hand in hers. Tina didnt see Bette, she didnt even look at her, she just let Bette took her in her arms.
Tina noticing something very familiar in those arms around her looked up to meet Jacks eyes but instead she found herself looking at the most beautiful brown, scared eyes shed think about.
She felt her body weakening, was not able to move, was not even hearing the music. She started losing her balance but Bettes arms were holding her tightly. She let her body loose in Bettes arms. She wasnt drunk anymore, she d feel Bettes shaking body against hers, Bettes shaking trembling hands on her lower back, holding her.

She wanted that, she wanted Bette but she was too scare to face it. They danced together a slow dance that neither of them listened to but then as Tina was realizing that she was in Bettes arms, getting lost in her perfume, in her warm body another song started. It was Tue s foutu By In Grid . Tina moved away from Bettes arms and started dancing to the ***** song. She was, again, letting her body follow the rhythm and looking Bette in the eyes. She was not talking, not even singing, she was dancing for Bette, mouthing the ***** lyrics to her. Bette was very much aware of all the eyes on Tina, devouring her. Jack was looking at them, smiling at Tina. She was leaning on the bar, staring at them. Shane saw Jack watching Bette and Tina and decided to meet her at the bar.

Bette was finding difficult not looking at Tinas sensual movements with a drooling look on her face, but what was making Bette lost her mind was the way Tina was looking at her. Bette saw a woman moving closer to Tina and that was too much for Bette to resist. She took Tinas hand and led her to the back of the club. Bette wasnt looking at Tina as they walked towards the clubs back door. Tina was letting Bette walk her outside, she was quiet, enjoying Bettes back, Bettes moves, Bettes hand in hers.

The moment they were outside, Bette looked Tina in the eyes pushing her close to the wall. She was quiet, breathing hardly, trying to read Tinas eyes. She took her hand in hers, still trembling. She was not sure what to do, what Tina could want but she was pretty sure of what she wanted. She wanted Tina, she wanted to touch her, to kiss her. She wanted to get lost in her beautiful smile. Bette was looking at Tinas lips, so soft, so *****. Tina was quiet, looking at Bette, waiting to see what was going to happen, waiting for Bette to make the first move.

Bette leaned slowly, she wanted to kiss Tina but she didnt know how. Tina felt Bettes doubts so she moved forward, trying to catch her but at the same time not letting Bette touch her lips with hers. Bette moved apart looking at Tina, not really knowing what was happening. Tina held Bettes look for a few seconds before sexily smiling at her. Bette felt her heart explode with that smile but even more when she felt Tinas hand slidding down her slacks. She could not believe Tina was rubbing her through her underwear. Bettes mouth was as open as her heart was jumping, she wanted to say something, to do something but she was incapable of moving. She was loving too much what Tina was doing to her. She moaned, leaning her head on Tinas shoulders, inhaling her perfume, she wanted to bite her but instead she left a soft kiss on her bare shoulder. She managed to move her hand to Tinas breast, she wanted to touch her, to feel her under her touch but she found herself so weak by Tinas touch that all she managed to do was to leave her hand there. She wanted to say Tinas name but her voice was lost with arousal. She was having a hard time standing, breathing, she moved closer to Tinas body, trying to be hold. She was getting her breathing back to normal when she felt Tina reaching in her underwear. Tina moved her head wanting to see Bettes face, she was smiling at how wet Bette was. Bette looked at her, trying to smile too but was too move by all that was happening. Tina took pity of her and kissed her hard. Bette closed her eyes, she was losing all her senses, Tina was bringing her over the edge. Tina felt Bettes body tense and when she broke the kiss Tina knew Bette had climaxed.
Bette leaned on Tinas neck, resting her forehead on her collarbone, trying to calm down. Tina was whispering into Bettes ear but neither of them could tell what she was saying. Bettes breathing became normal. She moved apart and looking at Tina she tried to read her expression. She didnt know what Tina was thinking, she wasnt smiling she was just looking at her. Bette leaned again and gave Tina the most tender and sweet kiss she was able to and with that she released Tinas hand from hers and walked away.


Tina was trying to get her breathing back. She was still shivering from Bettes presence. She could still feel Bette under her touch, her lips on hers, her lust for her.
It took Tina a few seconds to realize that Bette was gone. She looked around and not seeing her she walked inside.
She scanned the room and finally saw Jack talking with Shane at the end of the bar. They looked as if theyre having a good time, Shane was, Tina could tell, charming Jack and seemed like Jack was enjoying the attention. Tina walked towards Jack and Shane who welcomed her with a smile. She didnt say a word, she moved closer to Jack and after whispering in her ear she kissed her on the cheek. She held Shanes hand and winking at her, walked away.

She was getting to the door when she saw Bette leaning on a wall, watching her. She had tears in her eyes but was not crying. Tina walked and stopped in front of her. They looked at each other not saying anything and then, after a few minutes of looking at each other, Tina rose her hand and with a tender touch erased one of Bettes tears. Bette didnt move, she closed her eyes and let the intimate gesture fill her heart. When she opened her eyes she saw Tina holding the open door for her.
Shall we? Tina said .