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    Bisous; #09

     

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    I spent the next few days in my apartment. I sent Madame a short text telling her that I was on sabbatical and not to contact me before switching off my work phone. I guess that was the one thing about my job that I loved, it was as if I was freelancing. I worked when I wanted to and didn’t work when I wanted to.

     

    I ordered in a lot of greasy Chinese, watched a lot of bad television, finished the four tubs of Ben & Jerry’s I had stocked away in my freezer and tried calling Bette nearly a hundred times.

     

    But she never picked up, not that that surprised me.

     

    I needed to talk to her, I needed to talk to someone. I was devastated that I had lost my best friend. My only friend.

     

    After three days of feeling desolate and sorry for myself, I made a conscious decision.

     

    I decided that in order to better my life, I had to rid myself of the old one; which meant major spring-cleaning. I figured that such an impossible task would at least help take my mind off Bette.

     

    I walked over to survey my closet and realized that I would have to take out nearly half of my entire wardrobe.

     

    But no, no matter what, I was determined to do this for myself; I deserved a new start.

     

    It was time to clean up my act.

     

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    Clothes, lingerie, toys and books; it took at nearly a week to pack everything neatly into boxes for disposal and donation but I was finally done. I had to say that my entire apartment looked fresher. To reward myself, I had even gone to get myself a new bedroom set and small pieces of furniture to decorate the rest of my apartment.

     

    Although most of it had changed, I finally found what it felt like to have a place called home.

     

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    The second stage of clean up Helena’s life was to find a job, a good decent job.

     

    After mulling over my options, I decided that I might like to be a Copywriter, Teacher, Editor, Journalist or Librarian. I know what you’re thinking, but I love being surrounded by books! I find my grasp of the English language to be more profound than the typical American, so why not. Although, a career in Advertising also seemed quite intriguing. I think I’m quite creative.

    Comments

    1. Since this story is mainly about Helena, I’m thinking the Tina and Bette thing is just for the sake of drama. (crossing fingers.)So, I am looking forward to them breaking up (ducking from the die-hard Tibetters)and Helena and Bette working this mess out. So, Bette, my dear, how long will it take you to realize that Helena is the person with whom you’re supposed to be?Helena, don’t give up on your one true love. It will be ok, sweetie. Bette will come around to the right side of sane. =)

    2. I’m not giving up on Bette finding her way to Helena…..This was your best chapter ever. Yes, you did throw in a couple of curve balls. Very, very good….Helena really needs a hug right now.

    3. Wow – what a twist! I knew it had to be Tina…I hope Bette and Helena still get a chance to explore their feelings. I can’t wait for the next chapter – the story keeps getting better and better…

    4. Hello Beautiful Dragonfly… First and foremost I must apologize for my late arrival to this here story, I have been playing catch up and well I completely absolutely, cow jumps over the moon love your stories and your incredible talent that I needed to save something magical for a rainy day. Well let me tell you that this came in handy, cause well I had a rainy day and well I just needed something magical to help me escape, and my friend each and every word you have crafted and shared completely mesmerizes me… I am profoundly inspired by all of your stories and your incredible friendship and this story is no different, if I might be so bold as to say I would place this within my personal favorites ever, you have taken these iconic characters and the mythology that they have been surrounded in and blended it so superbly within the confines of you immense literary landscape, I can see you channeling through your characters very much a profound influence from a Mr. Coelho, for you have such a mastery of creating such complex and emotional characters who feel so very much alive and very much like part of the world I inhabit. This story has such a strong sense about it, Helena is so perfect in the skin she chooses to inhabit and I can understand the desire to change for the person you love but never to compromise who you are inside, and the comforts that reside within your soul… each turn and twist you handled with a certain fluidity that I find so inspiring… I would love to have that raw talent to weave the words and characters and emotions like you have, for you are an extremely immensely inspiring and talented story teller… with each set of words you weave you create magic, so thank you so much for continuing to push forward and tell the stories that only your literary soul can tell, and I for one will never forget the feeling and sense of inspiration and joy I have each and Everytime I get to read your words, thank you for sharing them with me, thank you for your kind heart and soul, and thank you so much for coming into my life, you are a star of immense brightness that I shall never get lost because of your words and your soul, love and hugs, JC (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels)

    5. Bette and Tina? Oh that hurt! All I can say is Helena don’t give up on her. True love will win out in the end. At lest I hope so. So I guess you know who my heart is leading for. Excellent update! I’m really looking forward too reading some more.

    6. oh no, I am so sad for her…but her new boss likes her, right??? Please let H and B get together…poor H, let there be a reward after all her hard work…loved the update…have an awesome weekend and PPS.

    7. Rather have a true friend for a life time than a lover for a few month.Sometime That friend become the lover of a life time. Feel so sorry gor Helena but she has shown that she is a fighter. True love will come to her,and she will still have her best friend. thanks

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