Shane got into her hotel room thinking of her day events, it was jam packed. She bought an apartment, she went to the LA Fashion Week with Alice and now they are a couple. She almost can’t believe it, almost three weeks and suddenly she feels like she has this totally new life. She looked at her daughter on the big king size bed alone while Ed is on the big sofa, sleeping and snoring a little. She looked at the mess they have made in the room, boxes of Chinese food and different other food scattered on the table. Shane thought they’ve should have gone to the restaurant at the lobby, but guessed that they felt like eating Chinese.

Shane got into the bathroom to get her self clean and go to bed, taking cell phone and blackberry out of her blazer pockets; she puts them next to the sink. Shane turns the tap on and put her hands under the water, feeling the coolness of the water washing her hands. She washed her face couple of times and looked at her self in the mirror, thinking that she has come a very long and tough journey to get where she is now. She has hair salons and shops across the globe that is putting millions of dollars in her pocket; she has a multi – million dollar endorsement deals with one of the biggest hair products in the world. She has a beautiful daughter that lights her heart every time she sees her, She has friends that supports and loves her for who she is, celebrities and socialites wants her as their best friend and she has a new love in her life that is somehow making her feel a little scared for what is yet to come in the future.

Shane is on top of the world, but yet that feeling of being and feeling complete with your self… well… she doesn’t quite have it yet. “What the fuck is wrong with you?!” Shane thought to her self. “You have everything… McCutcheon, get a grip okay… just enjoy it…enjoy…your fucking life” She said to her self. “Jesus bloody Christ!… Why in gay god’s name are you still thinking about her…”