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    Can’t Be – 8

    Story written on September 13, 2005 by Dinky.
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    Danish – Thoughts

    Alice woke up late in the afternoon.  Her eyes were puffy and her she had the worst headache.  She laid in bed with the memories of this morning flashing through her mind.  Each time she thought of letting Dana go, the tears just rolled down, she would scrunch her eyes somehow hoping the pain would go away, but instead more tears fell. 
     
    Why?  Why am I feeling like this?  Why did it take so long for me to realize how much I love her?  Why does this hurt so much?  *****.  This *****’ sucks.  I have to get up or I’ll just lay here and cry all day.  I have to move on.  I mean, we’re just friends, but how can I make this pain stop? 
     
    She got up and figured she’d just leave for a while.  Maybe take a drive to the beach or something.  It was always good to just be alone and watch the waves, it calmed her.  Dana on the other hand, played tennis to get her mind off things.  She needed to focus on something else for a while.  When she went into the shower, all she could think about was the feel of Alice’s touch all over her skin.  The way she caressed her and the incredible feeling she had when Alice looked at her.  She shook her head, as if it would shake her thoughts of Alice out of her mind.  So, she rushed to leave the club, and decided to go home to deal with Tonya.
     
    Alice sat on beach watching the waves.  She hugged her legs and watched the sunset.  All she could think about was Dana.  How could she let go of Dana?  Why didn’t she fight for her? How could she?  Why did everyone she loved, leave her?  How could she be “just friends” with her after what they just experienced? 
     
    Easy.  She loves Tonya, not me.  Am I that bad?  I mean, why can’t she leave her?  Oh, here I go, feeling sorry for myself.  Get over it, Al.  She loves you.  Just not in the same way.  It was just an attraction.  “Just friends”.  I’m not confused.  I know what I want, and I just have to accept that this can’t happen.  That we can’t be.  I will always wonder why she chose Tonya over me, but we still have our friendship.  I have to be stronger than this.  I have to be the best friend she needs for me to be.  Just get it in your head that you’re “just friends”.  This will probably be one of the hardest things I’m going to have to do, but I do love her, and I’d rather have her as my friend, than nothing at all.  I love her so much, I have to let this go.  

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    1. great update, keep it up. Don’t worry about the lack of comments. Once once more and more danish fans discover your work, you’ll see your comments increase.

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