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    Can’t Be – 8

    Story written on September 13, 2005 by Dinky.
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    Danish – Thoughts

     
    “What?  Oh no… you’re getting cold feet.  Don’t worry.  You’re training too hard.  You should get some rest”
     
    “No, I want to call it off”  Hello?
     
    Tonya doesn’t hear her and continues to push Dana towards the bedroom.  “Go get some rest honey.  We’ll talk about it after, ok?  I have to go and meet with some people.”  She kisses Dana on the cheek, and leaves.
     
    “*****’ coward”  she mumbled to herself.  She lays on the bed and feels defeated.  Like, she had no say in anything.  Why couldn’t she just break it off?  Why did she let Tonya do this to her?  It really pissed her off.  Thoughts of Alice came whirling back at her.  She needed Alice right now.  She’s always there for her.  This is one of those times she needed to be w/ her.  But, she couldn’t.  Alice’s eyes, they told her so much.  How much she was hurting and what this was doing to her.  This killed Dana.  To know she was hurting Alice because she was didn’t have the guts to break it off with Tonya.  ”Just friends” she sighed…
     
    Alice went home, and grabbed a glass of wine.  She sat there thinking of the past week.  How she may have ruined the best friendship she’s ever had.  How no matter how much she wanted to be with Dana, she couldn’t.  How she yearned to be with her right now and always.  How could she be around Dana and not think of what just happened? The love she feels for Dana is something she never thought she could feel for anyone.  It scared her, it amazed her, and it hurt the ***** out of her.  She wants to do the right thing, but it doesn’t feel right.  Being with Dana felt right.  The way they looked at each other meant for that moment only they existed.  Everything around them was so blurred.  Like nothing else meant anything to them.  That was something Alice knew was real.  That she felt it too.  That it wasn’t a dream, but it happened.  But, did she feel the same?  She only doubts it because Dana is still with Tonya and they were “just friends”.  “Just friends…” echoed through her head over and over.  She would kick herself out of the sadness by thinking of Dana’s happiness.  It’s the only way she could get through this.  The only way she could make it through each day.  The only way she could move on and believe that they weren’t meant to be.  She didn’t want to resort to this belief but she found herself saying it … “if you really love her, let her go, if she comes back she was yours, but if not, she never was.”  *****.  It’s true though.  She had to believe it, and with that she accepted it.
     
    Dana was going nuts.  Alone in her room thinking of how to break it off w/ Tonya.  But, how could she, she was her manager, and there was this huge tournament coming up, and the wedding?  What was her reason?  She can’t tell her she’s in love w/ Alice.  She can’t just say she can’t go through with it.  How could she hurt Tonya after all that she’s done for her?  How can she live with herself knowing she hurt yet another person?  She felt like such a *****.  But, how could she live a lie?  She was in the closet for so long, and now she was hiding her love for Alice.  Thinking of it some more, she knew she was wrong for still being with Tonya.  She loved Alice and Alice’s understanding amazed her.  She knew she couldn’t leave her hanging for long because she herself felt the need to be with her.. She thought of her constantly.  Missed her touch already.  Missed her smile and her laugh.  She missed her already and it’s only been a day.  She had to find the words to take care of it.  She just had to.

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    1. great update, keep it up. Don’t worry about the lack of comments. Once once more and more danish fans discover your work, you’ll see your comments increase.

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